rainy days

Let the rain fall
In the place of my tears
Let the rain pour
In the lonely hours
So faraway u seem
When u have no notion of my true feelins for ya
The double shot mocha cant numb the feelins
The vodka shots only amplifies the feelins
Take me to eternity
Where i can lose my memories
And i wished tat i did not love u at all
Its only a feelin in my head
A moment of weakness tat i had
As i wished u goodbye when i looked into ur eyes
This bout of rain aint stoppin
And the cold cold air of loneliness fills the air
Too tired to even open my eyes
Writin in the dark
A desperate struggle everyday
So much for fightin for time
When i cant seem to write this line
This rain tat comforts me
Hold me tight in its cold embrace
Washin away my memories
Cuz its not the loneliness tat hurts
This rain tat drench me
Washing away the permanent scars
Even if only for the moment
I am scared
Tat this was more than goodbye
In love with this rain
Everyday
In love with these days
These cold cold rainy days