a step foward or back

is leavin the most cruel
or is gentleness tat shld be despised
but a lonely person would not care
theres nothin tat matters to him
is the front really dangerous
or is the back tat is
escapin seems easier
lettin everythin go at one go
a step foward for sadness
a step back for regret
not at peace in this world
stuck and isolated
the place i'm searchin for cant be found
the person i'm waitin for will nvr understand

her fav song

her fav song
i still noe it by my heart
how could i ever forget
when its the song tat keeps playin in my head
i would sing it to u
onli if u let me to
u're so faraway
u could nvr hear


"i will love u till the end of time
every breath of mine i'll hold u by my side
and the best thing is my sweetheart would u
let me die in ur arms with u
onli u can stop the rain tonite
onli u could gif the strength to fight
till the sky is burnin
its the end of time
look ahead tml
a long and windin road
keep the faith of mine
dun let it go
u're the onli reason nite aint growin cold
wad would i do without u"

sing me the blues

gimme my blues
i cant stand this pain
i cant make them go away
i cant forget all the things tat happened to me
my mistakes wun let me run
so sick of my life
holdin onto nothin
can i start all over again
why has this happened
let me fade away
where did it all go wrong

so sick and tired of writin the blues
when will it to be writin somethin else
wads the matter with me
i cant seem to write anythin new
the answers if onli i could noe
maybe then the gloom will go away
i'll write somethin new
time keeps runnin out
maybe i'm scared
maybe i'm lost
had a life but i cant go back
cant do tat

i dun wanna see you

mist tat clouds on the glass
the glass tat seperates me from the world
and the mist blurs my vision
movin along on the streets
so cold on the inside
its pourin on the outside
no where to run
can anyone keep me from the cold

pieces of u still linger
and i tot i've gotten over u
i'm more than afraid of this
i dun wanna see u one more time
cuz i noe i'll fall in love again with u

fallin to pieces
i mean nothin
but would u still prefer me to still be me
the changes or was it coincidence
mistakes so beautiful
one last song
hold me close and dun let me go
i'm weak and crumblin
wanderin aimlessly
i nvr forgotten
standin on the line
one wrong step and i'll fall deep down
the secrets kept deep
livin in my small dark lonely world
the masks i cant take off
how much longer can i hold on
i saw ur eyes
its not me u're thinkin of
the blank listless eyes in the dark
i lost completely
without any pride
too wild for u
too crazy to be serious
too bad for ur likin
a delinquent tat'll nvr make gd in ur eyes
nothin more than an empty shell
there was a time
when i could gif up the whole world for u
i used to
my family dun seem so familiar
my future cant break free of my past
be mine gal
even onli for this nite
i dun care bout the words left unsaid
u're my star tonite

green

walk walk walk
keep on walkin
sleep when u're tired
after which i'll keep walkin away


i stand alone
i walk alone
i sleep alone
i live alone
i'm all alone


does anyone holds for me
does anyone even remember me


this fake world does not need me to be honest
this world full of lies does not need me to be truthful
hide those weakness of mine
nvr let the world noe


seein them so happy together
i could onli see
a tragedy i live
endin before even startin
feelin for people i shldnt be feelin for
feelins tat could onli be kept deep inside
and within it remains


went thru so many
but still so alone
like the lone ranger tat rides out
nvr to be said again
forever a life of solitude


a million lovers in front of me
hands tat held together
they would onli make me green