without u

everybodys changin
everythings gone
without u
without u

baby gal

u wun rest till five
u'll wake up at nine
baby gal ure so fine
someday i'll make u mine
baby gal u look like ice
baby gal i see myself in ur eyes
one last look added with ur smile
baby gal i love to see ur smile
in the mirror ure the bulls eye
turnin back for juz a little more while
baby gal u had me to smile
i left a piece of myself behind with u
my heart

stories and reasons

many stories
many reasons
doesnt matter now anyway
though i still rememeber a day
people i love
no longer matter
people tat loved
no longer exist
stood at doorways
waitin for u
stood at exits
waitin for u
this time
can no longer wait for eternity
used to be so important
everythin juz fades with time
many reasons
many excuses
people i once gave up
come back to my life
roads i once avoid
can i walk them back again
juz another day
juz another way
a point in life
i'm juz a little blemish alive
innocently stuborn
slowly forgotten
forgotten

golden bowl

memories fade
onli the photographs remain
sleep tight my miss pink panther
somebody holdin ya tonite
i can nvr live without u
tat was a pretence
everyone would wan u by their side
ure a star everybody covets
but all i ever wanted something simple
not wad u or them make it out to be
turned into a star and vanished
not even a chance to say goodbye
if the person u'd love left
love me then u said
but i'll lay down my life juz to look for her
a betrayal was not wad it meant to be
loneliness from all directions
beside u it was nvr evident
for it was all so natural
left ur side and it became all so obvious
a chance meeting
something nvr shld had happened
in love with an illusion
the person u knew was nvr the real me
we're done
its over
i dun even need to be loved
i juz wan u by my side
even if its all givin dreams
beautiful dreams
weavin each and every for everyone of all of u
cuz i'll come to regret and be left with nothing at the end
i juz wanna see ya once again
listen here
i love u here
with u but my heart with another
turnin to look at the sky
knowing tat u will onli shine on me
for i will onli shine for u
nvr tot it could happen
lifes like the oklahama dance mixer
holding hands
sayin its destiny
holdin another sayin the same thing again
october rain
and santa claus aint comin anytime soon

everyone covets

woke up to a sad dream
emotions i felt and the expressions tat u had on ur face
juz so real
it was juz so real
but even if its true
who am i to stop u in ur pursuit of happiness
u said u wanted to try to love again
i had to let u be
ure the star tat everyone covets
but all i ever wanted
a star tat shines onli for me
cuz i'll be a star tat shines
onli for her

randomly

nvr seem to get along
the onli one tat i got
my premonitions became real
vanishin alone to be a star
the sky kept cryin on a day
losin trust
losin fast
tonite
day and afternoon
and the mornin with u

shes electric

shes electric
a smile and a look into the eyes
a pout and a wink of the eyes
all she ever need
shes electric
i liked her fren
but i liked her even more
shes electric
can i be electric too

and we live among the fools
breakin us apart
when they all shld let us be
we belong to u and me

everywhere nowhere somewhere

wad shall become of me
life is dead
and i am wad they dun see
and theres all the things tat i dream
i stand at roads
wonderin which way to go
hopin time will pass soon
so tat i could die
as proud as the rose
tat blooms upon the battlefield
standin up
yet stranded
with no where to go
the things i did
will it allow me to rest upon here forever
in peace
in peace
takin away everythin
still holdin onto the beauty tats left

alone in the crowd
cryin too easily
too many tears
still a lost child
devoured by fears
people come and go
hidin in shadows
hidin in dreams
movin in and out
nothin but strangers
strange as it seem
a paper heart so easily torn
over and over again
the little pieces juz wun fit together again
nvr knew the reason why
and it nvr ends
an unrest in the air
time slips slowly but surely away
where can i go from here
everywhere.somewhere.nowhere
i looked upon the empty sky
somebody tell me why
take a chance
to take a stand
destiny awaitin
upon a runaway train
feelins so cold
colder than the rain tat fall upon my face
runnin away
everywhere
nowhere
somwhere.

count to 100

ur world too faraway
unable to understand
back to the start
but it feels like an end
most afraid
most afraid

close ur eyes
and make a count to 100
and i'll be there by ur side
i'll be the first u see
when u open ur eyes

waitin for u
im waitin for u
at the end