strayed too far

i cant always forget and ignore
could i
should i
the past of mine
when then was a child at tat time
used to tink tat everythin i could do
those majestic dreams
now buried under the sands of time
sometimes u find
u haf already strayed too far
from the path u wanted to take
even goin round in circles
instead of goin foward
the twist and turns of the road
the lights tats blindin
the roads tats windin
u haf already strayed too far
way too far to be turnin back
i'll nvr be wad i am
its hard to be for this while
or will it be another story


leave me alone
i'm breakin down
let me despair for a reason
a reason for my heart to gif up
a thousand excuses i've made up
let me go
let me walk alone
let me walk outta here with my head held up
my agony
theres juz some words i cant bring myself to say
how much memories are there left
u wanted not to see me
u took drastic measures
i noe u're afraid of fallin in love with me once again
the reasons u made up sp obvious
dun feel guilty
dun need for apologies
i'll noe wad to do
u wan me to gif up
its time for me to go

there was a time

there was a time where i could gif up the whole world for u
there was a time where u were everythin tat matters
but it was then
when there was a time
and so now tell me where u are
who do u miss at nite while sleepin
if u could remember
when i was by ur side

on a road of no return
the onli way i noe is to go foward
theres no turnin back
theres no 2nd chance
buy me a ticket for the runaway train
travellin on the one way track
the train tats nvr comin back

special

special people
special dreams
chase after it
to a place faraway
dun care where it is
as long as it is faraway
the dreams tat they follow
empty on the inside
i guess mines no diff
hope tat arises becomes false and falls off
leavin onli hurt
live and dream
live to dream
dream to live
take me away
take me to the place nobody goes
where onli u will noe
if i put my life in ur hands
will u juz throw it away
turnin away
its juz another day

nvr change

in the midst among the crowd
in this city the rain pourin on me
lost in it
aint we the same
no matter the cold the wind the rain
am i the onli one to feel this way
to be this way
i dun need to be anyones child
i dun believe
saw too much of the bright lights
somehwo my eyes became abit red
whos the person tat saves me
everythin's too late
gif it all away
gif it to someone special
destiny still makes a fool
stars will fade away
but i guess i'll be able to see them again someday
i'm not scared
they'll nvr make me change

i'm ur fool

i'm all outta place
this is how i feel
i'm cold and wide awake
lyin listless on the floor
u're already gone
this is how i feel
and i am feelin empty
theres nothin where u used to be

i got a confession to make
i'm ur fool
gone and onto someone new
too weak yet too strong
my head is givin me headaches
i've got my chains to break
dun wanna think
dun wanna bother
dun wanna let sadness fill my heart again
missin thinkin waitin for will not be u again
dun wanna take it anymore
forget bout u
without a trace throw it all away
take me like this
i've dreamed it was a good one


gave me somethin i din haf
but had no use
i will nvr gif in cuz i refuse
the pain i feel
its real
try as i might
i'm unable to fly
one more nite
juz one more nite
make it a good one
so random the tots
even i could not make sense
cant take it anymore
i forget it all
i dun believe anyone will noe the way i feel
cuz even i dunno how
so many things i wanna say
but i dunno how
i can onli say maybe