city people

watched the city from day to dawn
people livin in it without a trace
hidin away even from their shadows
pretendin to be the same
all of them waitin for love
endin up on the wrong side of it
empty for their lives
livin under lies
livin off one another
nvr stoppin to noe who they are
nvr to treasure
onli to feel lonely when they're gone
wishin in the nite for time to go back
dwellin in the past
a fairytale endin is wad they desire
sounds so much like me
guess i'm still empty


little piece of heaven turns to dust
feelin of lovin has all but gone
the sound tat broke thru silence
senseless in itself
nothin in the world is good enuff
like the broken dreams
scattered on the floor in a million pieces
the song in ur heart tat u sing
the one tat onli u noe
singin in ur head
singin in my head
singin forever
listen to ur heart hard
days tat went by
stars hangin on the sky
moon tats in half bloom
shyin away from people's sight
darkness is a feelin
the void in us
none of the feelins in us remain
livin in this world
tryin juz to hold onto anythin
nobody
like u

wastrel

wadeva i do
u're forever not happy with me
why dun u juz leave me alone
dun bother bout me
like u did before
juz let me die if its to wad u said
i'm fine
i'm perfectly normal
juz slacker than the usual
but wads wrong with it
wads ur fuckin problem against me
u juz find me a burden dun u
i'm always a good for nothin in ur eyes
fine tats okie with me
u sure do hate me
but i'm alright with it
u're the same like the others
u're no diff from any of them
when u dun get me
i'm so precious
but when u get
i'm nothin but shit in ur eyes
juz tell me u dislike the look of me
i'm born outta ur now defunct love
i'm an eyesore aint it
i dun need ur acceptance
i dun need ur pity
i dun wan ur attention
i dun wan any of these shit
juz leave me alone
when even i dun care
why the fuckin hell shld u care
my life is for me to waste
its mine
MINE
all mine to waste

missin

all of a sudden
the emptiness tat fills the mind
cloudin over everythin
fallin to sleep seems to be the last thing i could do
my eyes closed
my mind empty juz for one
dreamland now seems like light yrs away
lyin in bed
still feelin so still wonderin
lies tat doesnt hurt
actions tat mean nothin
numb
look into my eyes
its juz not the same anymore


i may love u but its onli enough to sing this song for u
though u make me wanna fall in love
every moment when u're around
its not tat i ignored u intentionally
juz tat i'm not gentle enough
we keep meetin at the wrong time
u're stronger than me
u need no comfortin
but even the best falls down sometimes
at tat moment
i made a promise nvr to hurt u again

dunno how long it has been since i last saw u
i wonder where u are and how are u
all i noe its veri long to me
so long since i last saw ur smile
i really miss it and i mean it
i wish to see it once again
even onli juz one look
juz this once will be enough to make my day
the familiar bus stop yesterday
makes me think of u
are u tired or alone
makes me wanna be next to u to hold u close

mon to sun.

mon mornin i'm all alone
tue mornin i'm on my own
wed thurs its the same
theres still fri sat and sun
3 more days in pain
juz need some affection


why do u cry for me when i fell
when i woke up
the sky is still as dark
one person alone
a flower tat doesnt bloom
it'll nvr wither
the stars above
they shone for me
when ur heart dies
nothin matters
wanderin the seas of sadness
hurt
even a smile seems so forced
but i'm sure tat theres a place
waitin for my dreams to fly
i believe tat happiness is not faraway
even if they go away
nothin can take my dreams away
when they went away
my dreams still stay
theres a place waitin

on a road of no return
the onli way i noe is to go foward
theres no turnin back
theres no 2nd chance
buy me a ticket for the runaway train
travellin on the one way track
the train tats nvr comin back

2nd chance

maybe u hate me
maybe i hate u too
sometimes u love me
sometimes i love u too
and till the day i die
u're in my heart
i'll make the same mistakes
like i always do
u'll turn and walk away
like u always do
u say we'll nvr see eye to eye
heart to heart
will we ever be together
will it be u and me
at the end of this dream
dun need to cry
onli haf to believe in it
maybe we're waitin for a second chance
to make things rite
we're so the same
we could need each other thru the nite
paper heart
one touch and it'll be torn time
juz cant be turned back
i'll run all the way around the world
if i could run back in time
day by day
goin further away from u
will u think of me
feel tat i'm missin u
love ya