Friday, March 25, 2005

:'(

wad did i do to get this from u
u're plain ignorin me
perhaps it's as simple as it seems
i realli shld haf go
gif up long ago
why are u now so cold towards me?
wad wrong haf i done?
i realli do not noe
:'(
my tears juz keep on droppin
it's cuz i still love u.

can't help but love u

listless me thinkin of u
i nearly missed my bus
my mind is full of u
i need some confirmation
i'm feelin insecure
i'm scared tat u might be goin away
nvr comin back into my life
so tell me tat u'll stay
and always be mine
cuz ver. i'm willin to gif up the whole world for u
with u is where my heart belongs
cuz i love u
can't help but love u

Monday, March 21, 2005

had a dream when i was little
i like to hold the world in my hands
when i slowly grew
did i realised tat everything was really different now
i dunno where to go
time ticks and i can't go back to the past
now tat i've grew up
i still ain't got a clue on wad to do
it seems all too much like a dream to me
happiness seems so faraway
but no matter wad
i'm still myself

it's been pouring since tat day
how do i ever get out of this flood
i'm drowning
i wanna leave my past behind
forget everything...

the lights are going out
the stars are going out
the moon is my only companion
but it's all gone at dawn
i hate the morning for coming too soon

i can't forget my love
i dun understand why for all the sorry things tat i've done
i really regret it
but i dun think i'll ever haf the chance to make amends
i'm still holding out for my love

i watched the early morning sun rise
from the east at the start of the day
times goes by me and the day turns into night
i try to sleep
and dream bout a dream
but no one's here to sing me a lullabay
i can't get to sleep

the streetlights flickering above my head
it's laughing at me
tired of trying tried to proof i'm different
fuck me
it's juz my wishful thinking
my pride is left in shatters

i'm a fool
i'm an idiot
i'm so tired
i dunno wad to do
i'm hestitating
i'm procastinating
wad am i doing???

Friday, March 18, 2005

he

time can forget anything
but he can't forgive himself
too many wrongs he've done
too little rights he's done
two wrongs dun make a right
he swears he's right
he wan his dreams forever to last
he juz wanna live simply
he juz wanna decide his way of life
juz how strong does he haf to be?
how many more hurdles he muz overcome
he dun wanna run this race
he wanna be his own judge
he dun wanna be the one left fight alone
but it's always been the case
he's confused inside out,upside down
he dunno wad he's fightin for
against his will,
he stood beside his own reflection
disheartenin
he felt this way before too many times
it's juz so insecure
he was a key tat could use a little turnin
so tired tat he couldn't even sleep
so many sercets he couldn't keep
promised himself he wouldn't leak
it's juz one more promise he can't keep
it seems no one can help him now
he's in too deep
there's no way out
he's doomed
he's insane
he's like a madman laughin at the rain
he's keepin my silence the frens who forsaken him
the one he loved who rejected him
the enemies who tried to fall him
happiness seems like a myth to him
he'll not retreat
he rather get his heart break
dun ask bout his wounds if u dunno how deep it is
dun ask how deeply hurt he is by the one he loved
he already gave up his soul for her

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

quietly

if my life is transient like a flower
i'll be in full bloom by your side
and after watching your smile
i'll fall alone
quietly...

The broken pieces of your dream
pierce my heart
leaving the pain that I shall never forget

If I could flutter like an angel
I would fly to you
and offer my wing
to your wounded back

If I could flow like the wind
I would reach you
If I could shine like a moon
I would keep shining on you
I'll be anything
If it can stop you from being seized with fear