cut our wrists

wat hurts the most
the pain and agony of cryin out loud
or the pent up emotions tat we keep inside
tryin our hardest to barely disguise
wat everyone could see was so fuckin obvious
if i was so wrong
pls listen to me all nite long
pushin up the side of my lips as high as it could go
while ure tearin ur eyes out
bleedin more than u could ever see within
anythin but to see ur frown
anythin but to let u falter and drown
anything even its to be ur clown
or should we cry together
if tat makes the both of us feel better
or should we cut our wrist together
and let us lie upon this fuckin pool of blood
or should we hold each other tight
and laugh out loud at the predicament tat we're in
heart aching
disheartening
so much so for cryin out loud
we're juz slowly bleeding away
dyin
fadin away in this pool of blood
this pool of blood

easy way out

if only to start all over again
rememberin to forget bout ya
silence our best understanding
silence our easy way out
a few minutes is all i ever need
to be with ya tiil forever
breaking my silence to make ya cry
the tears of joy
holding each other tight
saying the words we been needing to hear
the words suppressed within for so long
nvr lettin ya go away from me again
the heartache and the blues that they sing
so fragile on the inside
the ghost of u and me
the emotional side that we show

triangles

gettin near
if onli to see u wantin him near u
usin all i can
to try and gif wad he could ever gif
hopin to hold u tighter at the end of time

our lovin onli lastin a song length
listenin to u singin the saddest of songs
wad am i to do
to be with u till forever

once believin tat sincerity will move u
givin u more than wad he could ever gif

we're runnin in triangles
ure runnin after his shadow
and im chasin after ur trail
a game where the tears nvr stop
even if i used my life to give u up
it juz nvr stops

everytime as u set ur sights upon me from afar
his heart bleeds for u till the mornin
my days taken up by the most mundane of stuffs
onli his heart tat worries solely for u
too vauge a love tat nvr satisfies u
foreverness onli somethin he can gif

we're runnin in triangles
lovin u yet unable to gif ya anythin more
usin a lifetime to realise
the one by ur side will always be him

nth to say

i wanna feel myself
with all these blues
everywhere we go
and i din mean to fall in love with ya
a pity its not ya
to be with till the end
to be there holdin my hand
maybe it onli seems like yesterday
but yesterday was already so faraway
yet still rememberin the words u say
a sad song with nothin to say
and the heartache tat we sing
and we'll smile
then lie tat it wun hurt abit
and we'll be like this for all nite long

crows zero

rather i took life at 100%
reachin for the top
i wanna change
and keep on changin
i wanna fly
and keep on flyin
fightin on alone
and u dunno where to stand
the hero tat lives inside
a beautiful heart u got
to be the king of the hill
the best of the crows
fightin and fightin and fightin
in order to reach the summit
the peak of the world
where the most beautiful view lies
life would have been meaningless
without knowin the meanin to live

everythin to stop ur frown

fingerprints upon the glass u used
i understand wad ure goin thru
and im not the one u wan
not the one u need
not the one u desired
without a smile
with the distance
happiness has all but left
and trust has all faded
sincerity the death of us
perhaps ive misunderstood
much i'd like to say
ventin ur frustration upon
but i could take it
but u dun haf to be so cold
and im juz down
why did u fake it
i can even ur clown and ur standin ground
everythin to stop ur frown
love in a dormant state
a sense of mortality
a feelin of weakness

gimme a reason to stand tall
to wake from misery
dun wanna be alone
with or without me holdin u at all
knowin it all too well
no longer insistin who am i
no longer tryin to be wad i nvr was
its always emptiness tat follows adrenaline
strangers we are from now on
life is a dream
and i dream to live
always come back to ur love

many days

killin himself tonite
sellin the soul to be in the spotlight
raised the hand towards the sky in a silent goodbye
lies in bed rememberin
hangin on no more

still not tellin u how much i miss u
even if i do
still wun tell u how much i love u
even if i do
words cant say how much i realli do
this time its for real
theres nth else more to hide

a see saw of love
to try to find the point of equilibrium
too high or too low a side
rockin till the day happiness arrives

i then realised the gap in reality
walkin along
tastin every feelin
wanderin alone in the dark
wanderin tat makes me not alone
too complicated a word
theres nth much to comprehend
u had my heart
at least for the most part
we fell apart
makin a new start
u had my heart
at least for the start
and everybody gonna die sometime

followin the dreams
onli to be further away
the nite changes
foreverness a moment to savour
eternity's eternal
dreams worth fightin for
a likin for ur company
nothin much to ya
and i rather still was myself
lovin u
a feelin of comfortness
a secret happiness tat belongs to me
another perspective
a beauty of a smile
a day where i juz cant bring the corner of my lips up
goin after a beautiful day
if onli to fall in love with u
understandin doesnt equate to doin
bitter a taste to swallow
the scent of urs tat lingers on
onli to keep a little
to continue to reminisce
no matter how hard i try
nothin more to ya
slowly fadin away
still rememberin a tinge of sweetness
too many i love u's loses its meanin
hurt too deep
lyin upon the floor
hidin in the depth of the darkness
memories tat serves to play pain
the last ever heard was sorry
laughin at my plight and im smirkin still
no longer important or was tat a lie
love disappeared
leavin onli memories of u in my mind
a gift tat u gave
opened it up
fillin it with tears for u

footsteps in the snow
as we follow the wind tat brings the cold
an emptiness in the soul
love is fallin as our faith is invisible
still in my mind
whisperin every single word u said
guided by the dreams tat inspired u
love outta nothin at all
all i ever wan is u
cuz i dun see wad anyone else sees in anyone else but u