Thursday, May 25, 2006

i'll live for my dreams

it seems my dreams are movin
further and further away from me
dun tell me tat its the end of the road
i rather believe tat its nvr endin
juz let the rain fall down on my face
let it wash away feelins and memories
but no matter wad
my dreams will nvr waiver
this time this life
i'll live for my dreams
i wun stop searchin
i'll wait quietly by the sides
i believe tat we'll still be able to see the stars
together someday

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

juz one

runnin thru the rain
soaked to the bone
feel the pain
hits u on the skin
hidin behind
standin behind
tink too much and i'll fall
i'm juz one person
how do i face my true feelins
juz one sentence
juz one smile
juz one msg
juz one call
juz one love
theres no need for anymore words

nobody as special as u
nobody as good as u
nobody as sweet as u
nobody as cute as u
nobody like u

Thursday, May 11, 2006

deeper than deep

i feel love and hate at the same time
rite by my side
theres no end
rain fallin down
still searchin for a place to hide
when even the angels cry
i'm searchin for nothin
love had died

i'm in love
its somethin tat i've ever been more afraid of
runnin around but theres no place to hide
i'm fallin deeper and deeper inside

lookin at the bright lights
haf i lost myself
the feelin of blue stay
all i wan is for somebody to be here
but all i got was silence
the lights blurry
they slowly fade
i'm so hollow
vexed
this feelin wun go away
i noe my way is hard
my future i still dream
and all the small sweet things
tat we'll do together
i've dreamt bout it

Thursday, May 04, 2006

midnite

inperfect world
blemished
seperations
farewells
pain
agony
loneliness
and tiredness
nobody could ever understand
nobody will ever come into my world
who will hold tight onto my weak hands
why do i cry
why shld i cry
right or wrong doesnt realli matters

Monday, May 01, 2006

broke.broken

turned off the lights
saw myself even more clearly
the wind blowin acorss me
the shadows casted
nothin seems right
gimme my solitude
my onli console
my lonely existence
why shld u care
lyin to myself again
writin them out again
understand the pain
their feelins change once more
hurt me deeply
hurt me to make me forget
dawn comin soon
i'm barely sleepin
lost in my tots
broken home
broken life
broken person