Saturday, June 30, 2007

ice queen

i wanna write the most beautiful piece for u

without any name
and totally forgetting who we were
still rememberin our short exchange
both our hearts will noe

i call u ice queen
fringe hiding tat sweet smile of urs
special in ur very own way
the more i see u the more beautiful u juz get
aint no one like u
like no other
i love it the way u are
in love with the way ya lookin at me
so shy yet so sure
mesmerised by the look in ur eyes
cant get u outta my mind
a gal like u so hard to find
been days
i'm so missin ur way
hey gal
i'm missin u
outta nothing at all
u're juz the special kinda gal ive been looking for

i call u midnight sun
the radiance shinin from ya in the depths of the nite
pure and innocent love

i call u my dearest
no matter where u are
no matter wad u'll do
u're still the most beautiful
even if i dunno u at all
lovin u all the same

i call u cute ah lian
cute ah boy love cute ah lian

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

some

some things better left unknown
some words better left unsaid
some feelings better left untouched
some love better left alone

the more i see
the more i hear
the more i know the more i feel this way
pouring rain outta my window
pouring rain outside ur window
some things i juz wun do
some words i juz wun say
some feelings i juz wun admit
i believe
i believe

Friday, June 22, 2007

single words

empty emotions on a sleepless nite
watched as it turned from dark to light
an overly active tear gland
a start brings an end
the light from the phone shows clearly my loneliness
rights and wrongs
truth and lies
lettin down
fragile
pain beyond comprehension
love aint complete
wantin my everything
watchin a process called love
beautiful tragedy
denying
wastin away
waitin
without me
without u
cant understand
cant remember
cant be bothered
far far away
silence
happiness
comfort
warmth
where u'll be
where i wait
transcending
lovers in name
love in flames
hatred in pain
dissipate in rain
being a fool for ya
stuborness
disappearance makes missing stronger
letting go
u cant forget it
let it be
forget it
forget it

my love for ya nvr stopped
im still writing on my writing
full of my feelins
my emotions written onto it
when ur love stopped
forgotten wad ive written
silently writin on by ur corner
facin the words ive wrote
still waitin for the one i love the most
always so easily lost in tots
nvr realisin the time
still used to writin for ya
feels like ure here still
the words tat still remind me
of the way ya lovin me

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

live

the burdens shadow upon my back
the senses tat i felt
perhaps tats the reason
i nvr feel like coming home
perhaps tats the reason
this place can nvr be my home
everyone has got their way to go
everyone has got their dreams to chase
everyone got something to live for
i dun remember mine
for why remember
how many does it takes
aint too long till they break
pain in my heart for a dying wish
nobody noes
nobody understands
the wind blows on my face against my wish
bringin a sense of loneliness
sadness tat runs deep
a sense of despair tat takes over
once again misunderstood
awakin to a sense of coldness in the heart
wanderin around
found no reason to stay
too many burdens to play
an elusive place called home
everything of me so wrong
the city of pain
where am i to find home
an emotional wreck
a pain deeply felt
wandering all over places
an old bus
a familiar street
sat as i watched the busy people run
the pretty people play
a thousand people
a thousand faces
a hundred lovers brushin past me
nothin seems too special
a pretty face one too many

Monday, June 18, 2007

i/u

times of my life
the good
the bad
the handsome
and the ugly
everyone has their way to go
without feelins
broken down and out

somethins tat juz cant be done
some words tat juz cant be said
some ways tat u and i juz cant go
u love me
onli enuff to sing a song
i love me
onli enuff to hear ur song

Friday, June 15, 2007

darling

a smile tat lits up the world
nothin comes close
be with u my darling
be with ya

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

u and i

bringin along a wanderin mind
watchin the love story unfold
how lucky i was
catchin up with ya
thks for the long journey
for the many kilometres we were together
so many times i wanted to say
to tell u how much i realli love u
outta the blue
but ure still the best
im afraid no matter how much i love u
theres no happy story for us
how i wish the bus journey would nvr end
as we part too fast
u alighted one stop before me
the bus juz too fast
rather i had abandoned myself on the road
so intense u and i nvr wanna wake up from it
the butterfly flies
finally catchin up with ya
how long more can we go on before we part
till we part
the both of us
u and i nvr realli part

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

4days

tears or raindrops fallin upon my face
doesnt realli matter
loneliness feels the same
tearin without a reason

a metre away
a road apart
a world apart
goin in circles
four days time
returnin to where we started from
strangers

Friday, June 01, 2007

dun ask me

i can
i believe i can
a pitch of darkness
the wavering faith
runnin along
the wind hittin against my face
my hair runnin into my eyes
brushin the itch in the eyes off
i could still run faster
i could run much faster than tat
dun ask me why
i could nvr explain myself
dun ask me why i feel tat way
i could nvr understand myself
dun ask me
dun ask me.