nothin left for me to say
i will leave and stop the pain
to hold back
down the sands of time

nothin left for you to say
i will leave and stop the rain
to hold back
down right from your eyes

nothin left for us to speak
for a moment i am weak
so i cant hold my tears
from fallin in the night

close ur eyes
and we will go our ways
cuz i cant
and u wun let me stay

let me love you
bb.hold me tight
from the dawn deep into the night
i wun kiss you
if it means goodbye

leave me dancin
in this lonely nite

leave me gently
in the mornin light

always II

through the pourin rain
through the drivin cold
through the lonely nites
i would run all the way home
just to be with u

just to be in ur arms
just to taste ur warmth
just to taste ur lips
just to hear u say

and i noe
tat its true
and i noe
it will always be
always

everythin u wan

spillin out my guts
throwin up cold air
spinnin in the head
throbbin in everybeat

nobody notice
nobody knows

the sensation of the pain
of the pain in sensation
makin me feel alive
makin me feel somethin

nobody asks
nobody knows

caught up in those games
games i nvr wanna play
caught up in those plays
plays that i shyed away from

nothin lost
nothin gained
nothin missin
everythin missed

everythin u wan
everythin u need
everythin inside that you wished he could be
sayin all the right things
at exactly the right time

everythin i aint
everythin surplus
everythin despised
i'm everythin so wrong
and i mean nothin
and i dunno why

dai yin mai

u wun noe how much it would had hurt
important parts of me when u did
pushin away all wills and intentions
and we being mad at nothin at all

and i'd shot right thru
by a bolt of blue
and i'd rather hurt myself
so u wun feel the pain

but u wun see it
nor u feel it
and i would hide it
lest tat u even sense a tinge of it

im afraid
tat theres no tomorrow
the day u change ur mind and go
im afraid
tat theres no tomorrow
when u call an end to us

cuz i wallow in the yesterdays
when every day was today
before u decide to call it a day
before the day u went away

driftin away to unfamiliar sounds
of tunes and music so foreign
captivated yet i am
emotions subtely understood

and ur heart cant listen
even if i sing this song for you
cuz the only thing u'll see
are the tears flowin down this face

gold

raindrops upon the window
fallin against my skin
im on the outside lookin in
lookin in

meaningless
but what is
loneliness
but what aint

goin cold
growin old
stayin gold
stayin cold

a kaleidoscope in bold
a myraid on hold
to spin the globe by the touch of a hand
or to travel the atlas the back of your hand

nobody noes
nobody noes

nothin holds
nothin gold

at times

Walkin till the edge
Where the disjointed horizons meet
Where the colors of the world fades

At times staggerin
At times disoriented
To view the world from a grain of sand
To hold the world from a fragment of glass

Wishin for a meanin
Where the sky is glimmin
Where the meanin doesnt matter

At times forgettin
At times pretendin
To hold ur hand against the sands of time
To hold u in this fairytale turned bad

the best part

The best part was wakin up
With ya by my side
And the very first words are urs
And the very first light is u

Closed my eyes and its still u
Pullin u close and my world is only u

The world around cease to exist
I dun see wad anyone else can see
In anyone else but u
No one else needs to know
I dun believe tat anybody feels the way i do
About ya now
And we're livin in a world of fools
I believe in u
And u may not think tat i care for u
Deep down inside u noe i realli do

Cuz i like it the way we are
Little words in our silence
Just like this
By ur side
Gazin upon u
Just like this