summer in ur hands
the phone ringin incessantly
leavin it be in a corner
not wantin to break the moment

seems like a break for me
away from the hustle
a change of scenery for the heavy-hearted
before it starts all over again

naively brave
venturin deep in the lonely nights
promises and memories
we're more than just five hundred days

when summer is over
wad shall become of us

him her and them

the story of him and her
and the stories of them and them
things i dun wish to know
whos wrong and whos right
and whom tat had let who down
i dun tink theres any wrong nor right
only what the heart feels

too late for regrets
i could see i love ya
its hurts me deep in my heart
still somewhere in my heart
seein u hurt
but its my heart tats hurt the most
i could nvr be like ya
to forget and forgone

the pain i'll forget
if only to see ya happy once again
a new love tat will grow
the past.forever etched in my heart

i wanna cheer ya up when u frown
hold ya up when ure down
wanna be around
nvr gonna let ya down

half the world away
footsteps set in the snow
looks alot like goodbye
i could nvr know
wads goin within of ur mind

still myself
nvr changed abit
still myself
in love with ya still

negativity

a million feelins across the mind
a million emotions tat can only be mine
mixed and clouded
castin a shadow of a doubt upon my ownself
upon the light shinin unto me
feelin the judgement of myself towards everyone else
a depressin feelin to bring along to sleep
like the negativity of a subtraction sign
till two of a similar become one
to a positive then shall us become

wad if i was the one by ur side
wad if i was the one tat read ur mind
wad if i was the one to say those words to ya
wad ifs and wad would had been
a single chance which will nvr happen
to cherish a single shared moment with ya

heaven knows

heaven knows how much i would give to be with ya
and to be by ur side
i used to believe
the way as i had remember
wants to talk to ya but ure nvr around when it matters
the time seems like forever
when u and i are away from each other
october.november.december
markin them down on the calendar

gone are the days of summer
settin in the time of winter
heaven knows how much i loved ya

a closure of a chapter
yet still stuck among the pages
wadever comes will go
wadever goes will never return
a change tat i can understand
wads between us need not be said more
a cliff hanger endin
cuz we never said a proper goodbye
wad nvr started could nvr be ended

goin back to a world only i know
seems like a step into a few years back
where day and nite doesnt matters
when day and nite blurs
when day and nite makes no diiference
when the only thing tat matters in the world was ya

if i was transient like a flower
i'll bloom right by ur side
and as i watch ya smile
i'll fade into oblivion
quietly into my world of sub zero

and i'll keep every memory of ya
away in a shoebox
a box of love
a box of memories
each one an unique experience
over the years i keep
over the years i remember
u are wad u are to me still
haven changed
not for abit
not for awhile
if u ever still remembered a card tat u wrote
i'll tell ya tat all tats inside
im workin hard to make it true one day
and when tat day
it'll be like the exact same
where u'll be the first
to see wad we can have together

under the apple tree
hand in hand
watchin every sunrise and set
till we both grow old
when our hair shall turn white with time
its only our love tat stays gold