ice queen part 2

to see u once again
my ice queen
still u caught my eye
how could i ever forget
such a perfect sight
ur fringe still hidin those eyes of urs
cuz theres still aint no one like u
like no other
cuz i still remember u
and tat special jacket of urs
how could i ever forget
those colors so bright
to be onli able to see u at nite
ure still my midnite sun
ure the color
when everythin else fades to grey
u still hold the mystery tat u are
conveyin a conflict of emotions
sad yet happy
happy yet sad
ur sorrows i wish i could share
ur joy i wish i could add
and i noe ure lookin my way
cuz im lookin ur way
stuck in a moment
in a world of onli u and me
stay my gal stay
juz stay with me
till the break of day
cuz i still call u ice queen

if it hurts to remember
if it feels better to hate
rather u had not forgive me
the onli way to remain in ur tots
maybe i cant sing a love song
the way its meant to be
maybe im not as good as before
its still me
always

the streaks tat nvr go away
no matter wad u say
till death do us part
till death and still we nvr part

for love

no rights i haf to criticize their ways of life
when mine aint tat wonderful
no rights i haf to criticize them
when myself aint so complete
maybe i gotta hold on to wad ive got
it doesnt make anymore difference
if i made it anot
cuz ive dreamt of runnin away
but u whispered into my ears
tellin me its ok
sometimes i feel
im onli halfway there
sometimes i feel
im neither here or there
take my hand
take my hand
aint lookin for forgiveness
if i were to die
before my time
let this boy die like a man

ive met u before
and tats alot
for love
for love

4 liners

when the past has all but faded
leavin behind wad was onli the memories
the black and white
and the colors in the photographs

forget it
once and for all
lookin for answers in places where they nvr will be found
how dumb

another hour
another day
another year
how long more will i despair

happiness was always in abundance
why cant i keep some of them
never mind
as long as im contended

learnin to smile again
learnin to love again

empty

and ive tot u'll be moved
all my most beautiful lines juz for ya
but how could tat be
when u no longer care

time passes me by
wonderin how much more ive got left
too little and i'll be with regrets
too long and i'll be sickly
cuz ure too beautiful
afraid to say tat i love u
and i noe
if it was me instead of him
the smile on ur face would had slowly fade
love onli after the story has end

the city too fast
the city too bright
too much pain
too much tears
too many fears
and they said faith will bring love
i need a reason to believe
at the end
its still cold
and im gettin old
too fast or too slow
the past onli in the photographs
i dun dare to tink
i dun wanna tink
my mind wanders off
to places i nvr wanted to noe
neither here nor there
maybe the world still beautiful
juz tat i could not see it
maybe nothin haf changed
onli i had
maybe i was nvr me
maybe it was all a dream
a different feelin i had felt
a different dream tat i had dreamt
the little things tat nvr add up to enough
when i die
is tat the end
the hardest part of this was leavin u
i am nothin at all
i haf nothin at all
an empty shell
an empty soul
an empty nite
an empty room
an empty heart
an empty me

at the end
at the end
stoppin all my wrongs
wakin up
wakin up

life is precious

life is precious
life is short
life is wonderful
life is beautiful

the tears tat ure holdin back
or pain if its wad it is
dreams we had hoped for

edge of oblivion
dusted and dirted
remembering a day of importance
in the shadows
the middle of the nite
the end of a day
the start of another dawn
a moonless nite
an empty sky
dim stars and listless lamp posts
some love better off hidden
tears for fears or joy
leavin as the best option
lyin upon
gazin into the sky
head spinnin
one too many a drop
doin it again
maybe all little things will never be the same again
a lonely backdrop
reminiscing the past
wads love
wads life
wads human u
nable to understand
wanderin upon the nites

beauty
theres onli traces of them left
turnin back the pages
understandin the most beautiful lines
love havin reached the end
fingertips upon the keyboard
silent emotions

maybe silence is a crime
too used to feelin of degradin
hurtin myself with my own hands
happiness stops upon this dark nite
the familiar face in my dream
the dream tat i hold onto

takin role into reality
in too deep
too much emotions used
the city's cold
unable to feel any warmth
and i regret
not actin real enuff lovin u

world apart

forgive me for being silent
if i could not be with u
its not tat i dun wan to
a world apart
theres always disappointment
if happiness is short lived
dun let it be so good
love is onli love
onli able to turn into hatred
even for lovers

the eyes tat attracted my attention
doesnt equate to a duty to love
shadows in my life
hidin away from u
missing u
but theres nth i can do
comin from 2 different worlds
i can onli hope
fallen leaves and withered flowers
tryin to hold onto a piece of hope
if love would onli bring hurt
rather we had not met
onli wishin for a glimpse
is tat too much to ask for
when hurt come into play

love thesis

how do two strangers meet
unfamiliar right from the start
maybe loneliness plus loneliness is love
an interaction tat nvr was
tried and hurt
still they try
usin time as a balance
wad a word is love
fate and destiny equals to maybe
usin tears as a choice
standin at doors
throwin the keys away
wad was the past tense
wads now the present tense
the answer somewhere in our midst
memories were honesty
the past was not a blank
writin down the three words
i love u
on my hand and on my scribbles
givin up everythin
as long as ure happy

maybe u feel like cryin for smilin not an option for u
the street too silent
continue tinkin of him
till theres sunshine in ur heart
stuborness like urs
holdin onto him till the end
an endless hope
dunno whos the foolish one
maybe u would like to tear with me
pourin out ur sadness
the street still too silent
and ure holdin on still
standin silently by ur side
makes me sad too
maybe u would like to smile
when ur tears haf all dried
maybe then would u like to accompany for juz awhile more