the silence after the euphoria
when u wished tat u had rather died
and all the struggles would be over
where the carnal hopes and desires would cease to be
disappear

the flashin lights come from everywhere
when u lose yourself to the dreams
holding onto whoever comes near
and all the loneliness would disappear
euphoria

the head's heavy and the lights spin
addicted to the feelin
dressed against the norm
ignorin all the looks and stares
defiant

the conscience fightin the body
the mind been torn apart
sloggin out my guts everyday
if only for this kinda high
there seems to be no way out
no way to ever break free
the chains and boundaries
when all im tryin to do
is to be myself