sorry

A chance meetin or to purposely meet
A broken promise meets a broken end
Seems half the world away
Ur mind juz not into it
Why would u even bother i guess
Nothin in this world u would love more than yourself
And u would always need somebody to love
Tats why u would hold on to anythin tat pass u by
Cant resist and i cant lie

Half the world away
Where u'd go i'd follow
And in my mind i'll whisper every single word u say
Should not have even met
Cuz it'd been easier to forget ya then
Sorry to ya then
But i guess its all too late to apologise

different

Breaks my heart to hear u go
Leavin ever so silently
And i finally understood why u did wad u did
So sorry for the things i nvr did
So sorry for the words i nvr said
Now theres no one for me to do the things i wanna do with ya
Now theres no one for me to say those words to
Wad would i have to do
If for a chance to see ya again

the silence after the euphoria
when u wished tat u had rather died
and all the struggles would be over
where the carnal hopes and desires would cease to be
disappear

the flashin lights come from everywhere
when u lose yourself to the dreams
holding onto whoever comes near
and all the loneliness would disappear
euphoria

the head's heavy and the lights spin
addicted to the feelin
dressed against the norm
ignorin all the looks and stares
defiant

the conscience fightin the body
the mind been torn apart
sloggin out my guts everyday
if only for this kinda high
there seems to be no way out
no way to ever break free
the chains and boundaries
when all im tryin to do
is to be myself