Silent journeys and lonely trips
And the heavens chooses between u and me
Am i only able to cry inside and lose ya
The streetlights down this road brings regrets
And wad u once liked i'd adore
Too beautiful a dream
Or was it ya dreamin too?
Wad would it take
For a reason to fall in love again
This picture that doesnt say a word
The empty room knows no limits
Pullin into the depths of loneliness
To not feel like feeling
When all else is redundant
U're still my only constant
Hurtful endings most memorable
Rather u would hate me forever
Than to be lost from ur thoughts forever
For this love cant outlast forever
Rather u would hate me forever
Than to be two strangers passing by
Friday, December 31, 2010
Tuesday, December 07, 2010
u're my
Times like this
When the feelins of insecurity devours me
Leavin me so afraid inside
So cold so cold
And i wished for ya to hold me tight
And gently whisper into my ears
Tats everythin gonna be alright
And everythin else is irrelevant
For baby u're my constant
U're my lovely
My one and only
And baby i only wanna love ya
And the songs u sing
Softly into my ears
Day by day
Fallin more in love with ya
When the feelins of insecurity devours me
Leavin me so afraid inside
So cold so cold
And i wished for ya to hold me tight
And gently whisper into my ears
Tats everythin gonna be alright
And everythin else is irrelevant
For baby u're my constant
U're my lovely
My one and only
And baby i only wanna love ya
And the songs u sing
Softly into my ears
Day by day
Fallin more in love with ya
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Monday, November 08, 2010
dancin on my own
i'll be dancin on my own
in the corner
lives in a bubble
forgotten the smiles of the world left behind
sleep the day away
while wun wanna sleep tonight
all around is quiet now
hear the leaves fall to the ground
continue to dream
while the heart bleeds away
dun wanna sleep tonight
its the mornin that comes too soon
mornin light upon the bed
tryin hard to catch a breath
in the corner
lives in a bubble
forgotten the smiles of the world left behind
sleep the day away
while wun wanna sleep tonight
all around is quiet now
hear the leaves fall to the ground
continue to dream
while the heart bleeds away
dun wanna sleep tonight
its the mornin that comes too soon
mornin light upon the bed
tryin hard to catch a breath
Monday, September 27, 2010
set urself on fire
And it was strange to see ya again
And i think we have met before
Sittin in silence
Sippin in the cold champange
And all the time u thought i was drunk
I was juz tryin to remember ur name
Live thru this and we wun look back
Theres one thing i wan to say
Im not sorry i met u
Im not sorry its over
Im not sorry theres nth to say
And theres nth left to burn
I'll set myself on fire
And i think we have met before
Sittin in silence
Sippin in the cold champange
And all the time u thought i was drunk
I was juz tryin to remember ur name
Live thru this and we wun look back
Theres one thing i wan to say
Im not sorry i met u
Im not sorry its over
Im not sorry theres nth to say
And theres nth left to burn
I'll set myself on fire
Thursday, September 23, 2010
until then
until the day u decide to go
u will always be the first
not even if somethin else adds to my life
u will still be my first
nvr to be replaced
until the day u decide to go
cuz i promised u
i promised u.
when u told me i love u
and we'll nvr part
i wun leave until u do
until the day u decide to go...
i hearts ya still then
u will always be the first
not even if somethin else adds to my life
u will still be my first
nvr to be replaced
until the day u decide to go
cuz i promised u
i promised u.
when u told me i love u
and we'll nvr part
i wun leave until u do
until the day u decide to go...
i hearts ya still then
Sunday, September 19, 2010
d
Honey and buttercups
Stars and neon lights
Love it when it starts to get all misty eyes
Spinnin around a little in the head
Lettin down my guard
When nothin seems too clear
And wad i see is all a blurry world
In love with these feelins
And theres nothin to replace it
Stars and neon lights
Love it when it starts to get all misty eyes
Spinnin around a little in the head
Lettin down my guard
When nothin seems too clear
And wad i see is all a blurry world
In love with these feelins
And theres nothin to replace it
whataya
And theres nothin wrong with all of u
Its plain to see
And its me
I'm a freak
Just give it up
Im walkin out
I wun give in
So what else do u all wan from me
Givin myself all away
And i dun give a damn
I will let u down
So what do u all wan from me
Thks for being sarcastic
And ure doin it perfectly
Its over
Need a second to breathe
And im walkin out
So what do u wan from me
Its plain to see
And its me
I'm a freak
Just give it up
Im walkin out
I wun give in
So what else do u all wan from me
Givin myself all away
And i dun give a damn
I will let u down
So what do u all wan from me
Thks for being sarcastic
And ure doin it perfectly
Its over
Need a second to breathe
And im walkin out
So what do u wan from me
Thursday, August 12, 2010
sorry
A chance meetin or to purposely meet
A broken promise meets a broken end
Seems half the world away
Ur mind juz not into it
Why would u even bother i guess
Nothin in this world u would love more than yourself
And u would always need somebody to love
Tats why u would hold on to anythin tat pass u by
Cant resist and i cant lie
Half the world away
Where u'd go i'd follow
And in my mind i'll whisper every single word u say
Should not have even met
Cuz it'd been easier to forget ya then
Sorry to ya then
But i guess its all too late to apologise
A broken promise meets a broken end
Seems half the world away
Ur mind juz not into it
Why would u even bother i guess
Nothin in this world u would love more than yourself
And u would always need somebody to love
Tats why u would hold on to anythin tat pass u by
Cant resist and i cant lie
Half the world away
Where u'd go i'd follow
And in my mind i'll whisper every single word u say
Should not have even met
Cuz it'd been easier to forget ya then
Sorry to ya then
But i guess its all too late to apologise
different
Breaks my heart to hear u go
Leavin ever so silently
And i finally understood why u did wad u did
So sorry for the things i nvr did
So sorry for the words i nvr said
Now theres no one for me to do the things i wanna do with ya
Now theres no one for me to say those words to
Wad would i have to do
If for a chance to see ya again
Leavin ever so silently
And i finally understood why u did wad u did
So sorry for the things i nvr did
So sorry for the words i nvr said
Now theres no one for me to do the things i wanna do with ya
Now theres no one for me to say those words to
Wad would i have to do
If for a chance to see ya again
Saturday, August 07, 2010
the silence after the euphoria
when u wished tat u had rather died
and all the struggles would be over
where the carnal hopes and desires would cease to be
disappear
the flashin lights come from everywhere
when u lose yourself to the dreams
holding onto whoever comes near
and all the loneliness would disappear
euphoria
the head's heavy and the lights spin
addicted to the feelin
dressed against the norm
ignorin all the looks and stares
defiant
the conscience fightin the body
the mind been torn apart
sloggin out my guts everyday
if only for this kinda high
there seems to be no way out
no way to ever break free
the chains and boundaries
when all im tryin to do
is to be myself
when u wished tat u had rather died
and all the struggles would be over
where the carnal hopes and desires would cease to be
disappear
the flashin lights come from everywhere
when u lose yourself to the dreams
holding onto whoever comes near
and all the loneliness would disappear
euphoria
the head's heavy and the lights spin
addicted to the feelin
dressed against the norm
ignorin all the looks and stares
defiant
the conscience fightin the body
the mind been torn apart
sloggin out my guts everyday
if only for this kinda high
there seems to be no way out
no way to ever break free
the chains and boundaries
when all im tryin to do
is to be myself
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
silent walk
Why would you walk behind me
So silent
So silent
Why would you walk behind me
So far yet so close
So far yet so close
Why would u fall for me
When im everythin so wrong
Everythin so wrong
Hold my hand and never let me go
Hold them tight.hold mine close
The rest half of my life in exchange for yours
So silent
So silent
Why would you walk behind me
So far yet so close
So far yet so close
Why would u fall for me
When im everythin so wrong
Everythin so wrong
Hold my hand and never let me go
Hold them tight.hold mine close
The rest half of my life in exchange for yours
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
rain
she walks and nvr talks
shes shy and yet always shine
so many books
so many words
not of one tat i could use to describe wad i was feelin inside
damn my education
for gettin myself into this situation
theres not a place to run
not a place to go back to
seems like i could forget all this in the depths of the nite
truth is i still had some hope against reality
as i closed my eyes
i could not even see the things that i nvr wanted to see
of broken dreams and lost innocence
of compromises and submission
how young were we when we spoke of huge dreams
dreams tat appears only in the obscure storybooks
how much has we changed from the years back then
when in all mind everythin is still so fresh
the sun.the rain and the cold will nvr noe
when June lies and the truth is laid in black and white
and the color of my life are put away in sepia tones
scars heal at a gentle pace
puttin outta reach wad was right infront of you
if the rain chooses to fall on me
will it be ok to let it cover me?
this rain tat noes no end
feelin cold ever since
if its consolation ure tellin me
i would be tired of hearin it by now
let the troubles spill down my tired cheeks
let the rain wash them clear
a last chance against reality is the only truth tat i would need to believe in
shes shy and yet always shine
so many books
so many words
not of one tat i could use to describe wad i was feelin inside
damn my education
for gettin myself into this situation
theres not a place to run
not a place to go back to
seems like i could forget all this in the depths of the nite
truth is i still had some hope against reality
as i closed my eyes
i could not even see the things that i nvr wanted to see
of broken dreams and lost innocence
of compromises and submission
how young were we when we spoke of huge dreams
dreams tat appears only in the obscure storybooks
how much has we changed from the years back then
when in all mind everythin is still so fresh
the sun.the rain and the cold will nvr noe
when June lies and the truth is laid in black and white
and the color of my life are put away in sepia tones
scars heal at a gentle pace
puttin outta reach wad was right infront of you
if the rain chooses to fall on me
will it be ok to let it cover me?
this rain tat noes no end
feelin cold ever since
if its consolation ure tellin me
i would be tired of hearin it by now
let the troubles spill down my tired cheeks
let the rain wash them clear
a last chance against reality is the only truth tat i would need to believe in
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
lies
when love is only left with an empty shell
why are we still keepin hold of it
maybe i nvr really knew how to make ya happy
how am i to be with u
when im missin in ur future
an unfinished story
the words tat can only be written with blood and tears
is love always the same
no matter how long the duration
it always end the same
how are you supposed to know
when sadness is translated to silence
the love of yesterday
an unfinished story
if i could do it again
i'll hold u close without hesitation once more
maybe my causalness lets you feel insecure
thats why it always end the same
you need not take it to heart
love is built in such a way anyway
why would i lie
why would i put up an act
the place of yesterday
has all but changed in every single way
you know me in every single way
theres some things better left unsaid
why are we still keepin hold of it
maybe i nvr really knew how to make ya happy
how am i to be with u
when im missin in ur future
an unfinished story
the words tat can only be written with blood and tears
is love always the same
no matter how long the duration
it always end the same
how are you supposed to know
when sadness is translated to silence
the love of yesterday
an unfinished story
if i could do it again
i'll hold u close without hesitation once more
maybe my causalness lets you feel insecure
thats why it always end the same
you need not take it to heart
love is built in such a way anyway
why would i lie
why would i put up an act
the place of yesterday
has all but changed in every single way
you know me in every single way
theres some things better left unsaid
Saturday, March 06, 2010
game
a game so real we play
that it felt like reality
a game so real we play
our true emotions used
we all knew from the start it was just a game
i pulled u in and had u hooked
the rest u can all figure out
u had me in the palm of ur hands
i had u in the arch of my arms
thought it was real for a moment
until the curtains was brought down
i never knew ur name
i never knew ur face
i never had a dream until that dream was ya
but its all just a game
another one that we always play
that it felt like reality
a game so real we play
our true emotions used
we all knew from the start it was just a game
i pulled u in and had u hooked
the rest u can all figure out
u had me in the palm of ur hands
i had u in the arch of my arms
thought it was real for a moment
until the curtains was brought down
i never knew ur name
i never knew ur face
i never had a dream until that dream was ya
but its all just a game
another one that we always play
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