mistakes beautiful

identity crisis back then
tryin hard to get rid of my yesterday
put my true self behind me
but so wad now
i'm still feelin empty
feelin blue
feelin nth at all
numbed myself
all the things i juz got rid of them
couldnt be gd to u with all my heart
too proud and arrogant
and tats all tat will come outta it
i deserve it
all the beautiful i destroyed with my own hands
i tarnished them

the world is still the same
onli i haf changed
maybe i done everythin wrong
maybe i dun understand at all
maybe i'm the onli one tat sinned
yesterday could onli seems so farwaway

nobody understand
nobody remembers
nothin said
nothin done
lovin u
lovin me
a last nite
or juz one more nite
a last chance
like the last token
fades into the nite
at sunset
waitin for darkness
windows and doors closed
a shootin star falls
for u
for me
tear into pieces
throw them apart
piece them together again
but u find it'll nvr be the same
forget it
i shld be more than happy with wad i been gettin already
but mistakes like u so beautiful
i still see the right of the wrong