all my memories so blurry
everyone around me all seems so fake
onli seems to care bout themselves
even goin all out juz to do tat
juz so fake and selfish
i noe i cant change anythin bout wads been and gone
but i juz feel so fuckin disgusted
a feelin of betrayal sear across my heart
leavin a bitter after taste
so juz fuck you and wadeva up with u
my head spinnin and throbbin
all the problems tat i've been runnin away from
all of those tat i've been hidin away from
has finally caught up with me
i can no longer not face them anymore
i'm scared tat i'll make the wrong move
i'm afraid tat i'm not good enuff
i'm juz damn fuckin insecure
all the emotions stuck up within of me comes to this
feels like i can no longer take it
stop forcin me
cryin out for help but no one hears
slowly slippin off the edge
i hate myself for being me
i hate myself for everythin
so love me when i'm gone
miss me when i'm gone
i cant hide
i cant run
maybe... onli maybe
everythin tat i am
i'm alive
i'm alone
maybe...onli maybe
till the day i make it
day after day
nite after nite
dream to love
love to dream
till the end
live to dream
dream to live
till the end
where is the place tat i can return to
my startin point
badly in need of refreshin
a reason for continuin
motivation for me
fightin within myself
fightin outside of myself
i gotta take up my rusty sword once again
i gotta take up the sword to fight for my peace
a dogfight
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