scream

no one can ever make me feel this way
makin my life ever so beautiful
tinkin of u tat makes my grey skies clear
no one else can make me feel this way
even though im not with u
everyday of my life is meant for lovin u
fallin even more in love with u
lookin at the skies tat reminds me of u
starin at the seas tat reminds me of u
every little thing is ya

the sky a hue of blue
bluer than the sky my feelins are

the moon a beautiful face
yet comes not even close compared to ur face
cuz theres no one like ya
and i'll like no other
no one else but ya

far faraway

when the time has come
u noe i'll let ya go
cuz i dun wan u to be the one to do the missin
i dun wan u to be the one cryin
nvr wan u to cry for me

im lonely
im tired
im missin ya again
once again
far faraway from those i love

rememberin the words and moments tat we said and shared
in need of a person who can be true to
leavin her behind to wait when i left
and how i miss her so
when hope seems so faraway

missin u

empty rooms and lonely nites
torn papers scribbled full
many hours wasted away
things for juz somebody nvr meant for
times are hard when things haf got no meanin

time ran out
the light of life went out
flowers upon the mount
restin till the fallin petals count
the sun has set
where the horizon met
time to spread ur wings
its love tats this life brings

say bye

wake up in the mornin
raisin my tired body
same old pillow
same old bed
same old shit
goin to die in vain

lost upon a sense of time
and all of the things tat i tot was easy
gettin harder and harder each day
the empty island wun make anythin right

in love with the world
tryin to stay alive
in love with the world
hopin to stay alive

the pages turn
markin off each day with a cross
missin all the things tats lost
lost to this world

monday is blue blue day
tuesday is a sad sad day
wednesday and thursday
its the same
theres still friday
saturday and sunday
a long long way

out in the stand
a fren i forgot to say bye
who glances at me all the time
its a wrong time for somebody new
its the wrong kinda place

random

dun miss me for i will
miss this of everythin
it will be damn easy
soon over before long
before we go crazy
hand over hand into this
love me when im here
love me when im gone
things would nvr change
things are still damn easy
so u can still take me there

the place of old
onli seems like yesterday
but it has already fold
its the memories tats gold

nowhere to go

when nothin seems right
and i lose the will to fight

when everythin goes bland
and i can no longer see the light

two wrongs juz dun make a right
its all but gone
the meanin of this life

they clean ur head and tell u lies
how i wish theres a place to hide

everyday a sleepless night
watchin the day with listless eyes

maybe it juz aint wad it seems
maybe it juz aint wad it seems
they'll wash my head and leave me dry
tied to the bed on a sleepless night
the more i see
the less i noe
the more i wun wan to let this go
on the road to the sea to the sky
its the end of a life
theres juz nowhere else to go
its my freedom tat they sacrifice
all the sights i noe
i really cant go
divided and undecided
theres juz no where left to go
but tell my love before i go
tell my love

doubt

dreamin of u
tinkin of u
and i dunno where u'd gone to
nvr in doubt of ya
but forgive me
for doubtin myself
cuz i understand too well

whos the only one for ya

if only u take another look at me
hearin the sound of heartaches
silent in this corner
awaitin miracles
stealin another glance at ya
too silent and ya nvr notice

if onli to spend a moment of eternity with u

take another look
to see wads inside of me
the feelins and the secrets
the deepest of mine

in love with the worst of all feelins
addicted to the loss of all inhibitions
my head is heavy but i dun care
theres no need to hide who cares
theres no need to fight those feelins
i dun need to be worried
i dun need to noe who i am
all i wan is ya
all i need is ya

i only need to be loved by ya

i dun like this feelin
i noe this is hell
but i love ya
i swear

burberry

lookin at the old photos
memories became clear
goin thru the faded memories
yet they onli seem like yesterday
but yesterday tat fades
and its so faraway
the days of youth have already gone
leavin us to succumb to fate
the dreams to change my world
the dreams to make my world
the angst and hatred have subside
tinkin tat i muz have looked so stupid back then
three years of change
and tats the constant of life
theres somethin inside me tat stops me from sleepin
the fears tats nvr endin
the glory days of youth
leavin behind the moments of brilliance
stored in the sands of time
immortal within the depths of our memories
the days where onli u and i matters
if onli the days would return
to lead us on another blaze of glory
everybodys leavin goin on their seperate ways
the end of a story
the start of another
its the beginnin of my end
always me to be given up
its onli me tats nvr good enough
so ure givin me up again

i cant see at all
no point tryin to at all
its not the sights tat i wanna see at all

i cant take this anymore
no point tryin to at all
its not the things tat i could ever take at all

i cant love ya anymore
no point tryin to at all
its not wad we tot it ever was at all

all we are

ponder and wonder
wads left under our cover
we hide and cower
runnin away at every single hour

leavin our souls empty
when everybody is gone
the cold and silence in the void
theres nothin tat can fill it up

losin sight of our dreams
we make up another one
we are all the same
under this unforgivin sun

goin around in circles
chasin after delusions
and i tot i had a hope
when tat hope was u

love has all but faded
losin any trace of importance
the heart tat lost its meanin
for u it ceased to beat

all tat we are
in all tat we do
all we are
all we are
and i mean this

lovin no one else but u
tonite the hardest to go thru
like to noe how ya copin in the wee hours
the longest darkest hours
onli wantin to hold u till the end of time
goin no where else but by ur side
watchin u fall asleep
as the dusk changes to dawn
happiness of ours tat came to a stop
without u by my side cant destroy me
yet enuff to let me notice

re-live the days

somethin to do with all the blues
to paint a picture of forlornness
or to smudge one of happiness
a hue brighter than the sky
darker than the worst of moods
but if my life were nvr to met u
it would had been so meaningless
showed me another point of view
another world
taught me feelins i could nvr comprehend
joy.laughter.sadness and heartaches

if onli to re-live the days back again
for our youth and innocence back at our sides
to accompany us for awhile more

tinkin of the past where everythin seems clearer than ever
was it love or was it folly
confidin in u
seekin comfort when down and out
heartening
heartwarming
to see u reply in ernst
tryin to find some solace from ur coldness
ur coldness tat warms my heart

the words i said to make u feel special
to make u the onli one
or was it to make u feel guilty
to make u tink over again

if onli to re-live the days again
the days when years back from today
when we were strangers
when we nvr knew one another
if onli to make the same mistakes all over again
once again
once again
i love u still

fragments of truth

one bit too many
drownin out the senses
away with wild abandon

let the rain fall down to wash me clean
to start anew
back to the beginning
shattered in every directions
the fragments of truth in every small pieces

old bus stop

my heart tat beats onli for ya
the love in ur beatless heart
without u im unable to feel
when everyone else no longer matters
u are the sunshine in my life
and i dun really noe
maybe i need ur love
maybe i need ur care
the courage to say love out loud
somethin tats in u
ur empty eyes
filled with mascara
a moment i forgotten to forget
puttin everythin at stake
tryin the best and pain cannot be felt
standin at the old familiar place waitin
if onli to see the gal i knew once before
hopin tat this day will ever come

tears of love

love everlastin fades away
nvr tot u would leave me alone again
memories they made me cry
and u tat always says goodbye
dry my tears with love
dry ur tears with love
loneliness we silently whisper
anata wo aiishiteru

a river of tears tat flows thru the nite
tears tat blinded love
losin our dreams along the way
ur soul in exchange for the fortunes
time spent in the rain
washin away the sands tat keeps ur memories
im walkin in the rain
till i can forget bout u
im walkin in pain till i can dunno u anymore
i keep the love for u within myself
let me forget my all of my dreams
all of the silence
leavin onli the hatred behind
endless rain falls on my heart
all of the silence in the rain

drownin away all of my sorrows
immersin within the beat
the flashin lights tat blinds
downin one cup after another
losin all sense of consciousness
losin myself away
wastin myself away
forgettin everythin away
tears not visible to the eyes cannot be washed away
invisible tears cannot be rubbed away
invisible tears within me till this day
tears tat onli be dried by ur love
ur love
ur love

in the long run we're better off as frens
wadever love and hope would best be kept inside
emittin an allurin charm
the moonlight tat cant shine thru which could onli be ya
raised my hands towards the sky to bade goodbye
this is the end
this is the end
happy we were once
seems like yesterday
but yesterday is already so faraway
happiness tats once within our grasp
but ure lettin go
always leavin alone all the time
ure the butterfly tat everyone loves
maybe i shld not say the words tat hurt so much
everythin so wrong

the gucci bags and the chanel tat she carries
i cant gif any of them to her
and even my love was wad seems to her little
he takes her out and shows her the world
he showers upon her gifts and presents
and to her seems so much
the milky way and the stars are wad he promises to her
he stirs her heart and plays with her love
cuz tats wat he ever does

in-erasable

no longer fightin against the world
to accept the inevitable
losin our dreams to bow over
will we ever regain them ever
writins tat seemed to haf matured
or is it a sign of surrender t
he love hate pride and anger
mellowed or disappeared
or juz tamperin into things plain finer
pieces of our past tat lingers
in-erasable
irreplacable
whos fault is it no longer matters
juz this once
juz this once

wrapped around the cup were once ur fingers
ur love tat i once held upon my fingers
now ure tellin me its over
ur sweet scent tat still lingers
u said u'll remember
said the best part of love is to remember
in my heart
one last kiss gal
theres always a space for ya
now till forever

so close to me

the adrenaline wun wash away the loneliness
after comes the feelin of emptiness

i can feel u so close to me
holdin on so tight
i can feel ur hands on me
graspin onto wads left of me
i can feel ur body next to mine
clingin on without any distance
i can feel u within me
tuggin at my heart ever so softly

lookin for a dream

the hours can only grow longer in the nights
under the bright neon lights
lost in this maze of the city
lookin for a vauge dream
findin a place within tat u would like to reside upon
our eyes exchangin our mixed emotions

the drinks could not damp the loneliness
makin it an endless night
feels the same
wanderin about
lookin for the favorite dream
findin a place in u tat i would like to reside in

this much is true

im slowly losin ya
the inevitable but maybe a little bit too soon
tryin desperately to hold on to ya
but u've already faded away
to haf each other but tats too much
cryin every night
tell ourselves its ok
for love still we give another shot
downin the bourbon
ready or not

halfway there
take my hand
tears to bridge the gap
baby i nvr meant to hurt ya
i nvr meant to neglect u
i nvr meant to

we're parallel lines tat once intersect
we're one of a kind
im still losin ya
im still hurtin u in all tat i've done
the tears juz keeps on fallin when u're not around
when i wake up im still callin out ur name
butterfly

and i noe this much is true
the heaven opens up
lookin for love at all the wrong places
the tears wun stop as the unhappiness lingers
ure speakin in a cold sarcastic voice
my heart tats realli hurt
lost forever
lookin behind me and i noe i wun come back
this empty bedroom juz wun make things rite

in love with the world
lost in the world
lookin at all tat we lost
all the things tat i tot was so easy juz gets harder and harder each day
u still waits up for me all thru the nite