darling

a smile tat lits up the world
nothin comes close
be with u my darling
be with ya

u and i

bringin along a wanderin mind
watchin the love story unfold
how lucky i was
catchin up with ya
thks for the long journey
for the many kilometres we were together
so many times i wanted to say
to tell u how much i realli love u
outta the blue
but ure still the best
im afraid no matter how much i love u
theres no happy story for us
how i wish the bus journey would nvr end
as we part too fast
u alighted one stop before me
the bus juz too fast
rather i had abandoned myself on the road
so intense u and i nvr wanna wake up from it
the butterfly flies
finally catchin up with ya
how long more can we go on before we part
till we part
the both of us
u and i nvr realli part

4days

tears or raindrops fallin upon my face
doesnt realli matter
loneliness feels the same
tearin without a reason

a metre away
a road apart
a world apart
goin in circles
four days time
returnin to where we started from
strangers

dun ask me

i can
i believe i can
a pitch of darkness
the wavering faith
runnin along
the wind hittin against my face
my hair runnin into my eyes
brushin the itch in the eyes off
i could still run faster
i could run much faster than tat
dun ask me why
i could nvr explain myself
dun ask me why i feel tat way
i could nvr understand myself
dun ask me
dun ask me.

more than me

ure feelin lonely
ure feelin empty
but im not the one ure lookin for
one of him means more than a hundred of me to ya
how am i not be sad
time passes as blood hits the ground drip by drip
still holdin onto the last bit of hope
ure cryin
ure achin
but i aint ur consolation

wings

and u once told me
wad good would wings be
if u cant fly high
if u cant feel the wind against ur face
wad good would wings be
u rather gif them up for a true taste of love
losin everythin in an instant doesnt matter
for u did not regret
u did not cry
u said u had it once
and it was more than enuff
always tat silly
tat crazy
but tats wad i love u for
as wad u are

forget me not

i believed i'd die young
writin the emotions as a rememberance
maybe it would go on for a century
if i were to fall asleep
keep the silent tear in ur mind
u'll encourage me on
givin me the courage
livin on yet with too much worries
flowers bloomed with pride
even as im inperfect
i nvr blamed anyone else
remember the most beautiful one still
let the sky shower upon me
puttin the tears tat were cried for me into my heart
and i would nvr lose it

end of the world

deeply disturbed
visions of a dream
deeply embossed on my mind
so vivd a dream
feelins the passion and emotions of each and every so deeply

and he was shoutin at his death
why has it become lidat
this aint the world tat i wanna see
i dun belong to this world

the end of the world
the earth splits
the water devours
tears of seperation
tears of fear
tears of desperation

and i'd die to save the one i love
for her. i'd put my life down
dyin at the end
but it was all worth it

most beautful of stars

Intertwined
i rather not speak
my feelins more than words

too much good in the world not understood
accompany in understandin
too much places not been
accompany me to the corners of the world
the most beautiful entrusted to memories
too much more i wanna feel

standin at the platform
the curtains of darkness fall upons the sky
settin my sights afar
into the most beautiful of stars
starin into the sky
a moment of foreverness

somewhere along the way
u brighten up my day
someone tat i love somehow

forlorn eyes tat longs for love
listless eyes tat stares into emptiness

longin to love
wantin to love
dare not to love
understandin all too well

cold to u
like theres nothin more to say
facin u with mixed emotions

words

let a tight hug replace words
let a passionate kiss replace words
my feelins are more than words

will u be there to kiss away my pain
will u be there to hold me tight

journey

the train stops here
so does our journey

baby dun cry
its not tat bad if it hurts
at least im clear
in our eyes tears
cuz love aint perfect in me

goin faraway
learnin to miss one day
the urge to be by ur side

takin empty promises to be my happy endin
holding on foolishly
forever found onli in fairytales
findin a reason to live
love is without regrets and hatred
for im without regrets and hate

strangers right from the start
awakin to heartache
lovin for the sake of separation

i could haf spent the nite with ya
i shld haf spent the nite with ya
i shld had made u stay
i could had made u stay
i could had held u in my arms
i shld had held u in my arms

not me

flippin back the pages of my life
the things tat were from a different life
things tat used to matter the most
people tat used to be the close
a person tat used to be dearest

some words nvr said
as we slowly walked away
onli if we had not been stuborn
clingin onto foolish pride
onli if we had made known our true feelins

u called and said ure lost
i called and said im afraid
wad does tat mean of us

lib

once familiar road
walkin along the sights and sounds
i see ur shadow somewhere

sittin in a most quiet of place
somewhere along
beside me stood u
so deep into a book
i turned and straight into ur eyes
ur sight on me so intense so why dun u make ur move
i moved away
u could onli stare helplessly
words tat got stuck at ur mouth
wonder wad does tat mean
sitting for hrs till i stirred
steppin away from serenity
wanderin around
walkin
walkin
melanchonic deep tots had me wondering
emotional

a sudden urge to run
amongst the grass and trees
runnin after the innocence tat i lost

tryin to go against social norm
the world seems to haf no place for a person like me
a piece of me seems to be taken away
piece by piece they take me away

walkin down the foreign yet familiar road
memories all too distant
so much till i cant even remember ur face

and i remembered the words u once told me

sacred doors

u'll haf ur own way to go
doesnt matter losin the world
in a deep slumber
the missing does not change
not to be a burden
dun need any loving

the wind scatters the cloud
healing all the wounds
flyin with broken wings doesnt equate to sacrificing
bearin unseen scars
walkin out the protected doors
a process called love tat causes pain

cups

the end of a start
the start of an end
cups filled to the brim with emotions
empty in the heart s
ome things in the heart tat could nvr be let out
others i dun mind
nothing to lose but my pride
my pride
cease to believe
pain could only hurt this much
love could only mean this much
cold's not a feelin
blue's not an emotion

pandora

right at the end
in the corner
no one cares
tats my world
my space
my peace

im not myself
wad am i really
where to find
a place to rest at peace
how am i to fly high
angel tat gave up wings
theres always u on my mind

there once laid true love before me
cherish it.i nvr
regrets onli
when it all vaporised
pain could onli hurt this much
a 2nd chance if onli permitted
usin my everythin to tell her
if theres to be a time on love
i'd say...
a million yrs

sex.lies and diamonds

losin grip
answers with deceit
facts lie and we'll someday die
hearts cry
time flies
somethin's bound to be mine
nothin's fine
neither admit nor deny
we queue in line waitin for their lies
i dun believe i dun decieve
in this life
feelins rise
rotting to the core
all the sex and diamonds

leaf

the wind blows
a leaf tat falls
fallen.nobody cares
lyin on the road
not worth even a sight
neglected.nobody bothers
a leaf tat reminded me of wad i am


i slowly forgotten
i tink i lost not juz onli u

eatin.readin
listenin.watchin
writin down pieces of u
where did the heart go