stuck in this conundrum
struggling to stay afloat
head above the water
holding out for hope
mired around in mediocrity
a need for opportunity
out of the dark
only into the blues
watching the world with contempt
as im whirling in their circles
dizzyingly clear
consciously drunk
staggeringly steady
opposingly compromising
such is the oxymoron
so funny so that it hurts
all thats left in my head
breaking out
breaking out