every little small things

unable to walk this off
and i cant walk it out

takin it out on me
and i wander and wonder

jumping the ladder nvr seems so hard
wishin tat i fall
deep into the abyss and forgotten
as the shadow fades and subsides to grief

every little small things
every insignificant word said
everytime the heart breaks
everytime the heart aches

stupid

confined to the back pages of ur memories
forgotten
holdin onto a lost hope
tired
never the one tat was needed
abandoned
seems like i got the wrong person
mistaken

forget it
as i walked along silent
too tired
too tired
tryin too hard onli seems to make me more a fool
tryin too hard onli adds to the irony
tryin for tat slimmest of hope
cuz im juz a fool
ever knowin i was nvr meant to be
when its plain to see tat everythin was so wrong

holdin on still
for a impossible hope

two choice

Ur eyes hollow
And a smile so forced
Without havin to say a word
Unable to stop this hurt
Maybe we have forgotten
Wad was most important at the start
And if leavin was a better choice
Its best to do so with a smile
Let us part and here and never meet
Before its too late to let go
Baby dont cry
Walk on opposite ways and nvr look back
Let us part here and never meet
Forgive me
For being unable to be the one tat u want
The dreams in my hands too heavy
Happiness ever so sarcastic
Ur heartbreak i'll nvr understand
Unbearable for me to watch on
For ya to be holdin back ur tears
Lettin off my hands
Let us part and never meet
Forgive me
For being unable to continue with this beautiful mistake

Thru the city and into the dark
From the crowd and into the nite
With a wanderin heart
Observin the sights of this trip
Mesmerisin to keep us entranced
Had i known that this journey was nvr meant to be
Rather i had abandoned myself to this distance
Every extra mile with ya was another distance by ur side
The end stop unknown
Unable to keep pace with ya
U would had abandoned me by the sides of this road
How many more miles would i be able to keep up
The best part of it was catchin up to u
Each and everytime i wanna tell ya
Im afraid no matter how much i love u
Doesnt amount to much to u at all
Thankful still for the distance shared with ya
Runnin still to keep up with ya
Every mile means another distance more with ya
Always by ur side