say bye

wake up in the mornin
raisin my tired body
same old pillow
same old bed
same old shit
goin to die in vain

lost upon a sense of time
and all of the things tat i tot was easy
gettin harder and harder each day
the empty island wun make anythin right

in love with the world
tryin to stay alive
in love with the world
hopin to stay alive

the pages turn
markin off each day with a cross
missin all the things tats lost
lost to this world

monday is blue blue day
tuesday is a sad sad day
wednesday and thursday
its the same
theres still friday
saturday and sunday
a long long way

out in the stand
a fren i forgot to say bye
who glances at me all the time
its a wrong time for somebody new
its the wrong kinda place

random

dun miss me for i will
miss this of everythin
it will be damn easy
soon over before long
before we go crazy
hand over hand into this
love me when im here
love me when im gone
things would nvr change
things are still damn easy
so u can still take me there

the place of old
onli seems like yesterday
but it has already fold
its the memories tats gold

nowhere to go

when nothin seems right
and i lose the will to fight

when everythin goes bland
and i can no longer see the light

two wrongs juz dun make a right
its all but gone
the meanin of this life

they clean ur head and tell u lies
how i wish theres a place to hide

everyday a sleepless night
watchin the day with listless eyes

maybe it juz aint wad it seems
maybe it juz aint wad it seems
they'll wash my head and leave me dry
tied to the bed on a sleepless night
the more i see
the less i noe
the more i wun wan to let this go
on the road to the sea to the sky
its the end of a life
theres juz nowhere else to go
its my freedom tat they sacrifice
all the sights i noe
i really cant go
divided and undecided
theres juz no where left to go
but tell my love before i go
tell my love

doubt

dreamin of u
tinkin of u
and i dunno where u'd gone to
nvr in doubt of ya
but forgive me
for doubtin myself
cuz i understand too well

whos the only one for ya

if only u take another look at me
hearin the sound of heartaches
silent in this corner
awaitin miracles
stealin another glance at ya
too silent and ya nvr notice

if onli to spend a moment of eternity with u

take another look
to see wads inside of me
the feelins and the secrets
the deepest of mine

in love with the worst of all feelins
addicted to the loss of all inhibitions
my head is heavy but i dun care
theres no need to hide who cares
theres no need to fight those feelins
i dun need to be worried
i dun need to noe who i am
all i wan is ya
all i need is ya

i only need to be loved by ya

i dun like this feelin
i noe this is hell
but i love ya
i swear