silent love

would u believe if i told u the truth
or would u rather hear all the lies tat i made up
if i told u all the made believe
will u still believe my lies

the rain pours hard upon the window
cloudin up my mind
but maybe its not so bad after all
soaked thru and thru
wakin up to the pouring rain
and it makes me wonder why i got out of my daze at all
the movin sights outta the window
passin by ur left side again
starin into blanks
how are u to understand my silence
when all the love and hurt are unspeakable
one too many times before we cried
seekin to fulfil the prophecy juz for ya
a process of love tat kills the soul
and ur leavin tat leaves my heart in pain
take me away
take me away
chasin after a shootin star
the onli end is to crash and burn
closin my eyes to sense the feelins
from the head to the heart
in the corner of the city where lonely hearts meet
in the middle of the nite exchangin loneliness
without words to say
sittin behind and u remain silent
a way of interaction
how am i to understand ur silent love

the pourin rain hit upon the window
the movin sights outside
i cant see at all
and it makes me wonder why
i got out of my daze at all

hate loving

i was silent
and u din had much to say
we overlooked where happiness was
and u muz haf cried
somewhere in a corner of ur heart
ur eyes were red from cryin
and it hurts to see u cry
heaven noes how much pain i'm in
too much hate
for theres too much love
save u and me
before we all fall too deeply

in the silence i believe in

strangely familiar
familiarly strange
always
a word on my mind
lyin here lookin at an old photograph
a love song the way it was meant to be
words u have been needin to hear
if i could
i would
even if i couldnt
i'll still would

still so much to say between us
fallin to pieces
fallin into place
killin the pain tats spinnin in the silence
losin some sleep tonight
in this moment we are silent
as we learn
slowly losin our innocence
one last look into ur eyes
and ive finally realised
it was those pair of eyes tat i fell in love with

in the silence i believe in
i can see u in the silence
u are silent
possessin all the beauty
hungry still for more
heaven holds a sense of wonder
in the silence i am free
can we still close our eyes and dream a little
juz like how we use to do baby
ur eyes tat captures innocence
waitin for u to kiss me tonight
leavin me the most beautiful of memories
waitin for u to come here into my dream
holdin u under the stars
till these black hair of ours turn silver
this time.i'm nvr lettin go of my hands

odd one out

grass without roots
i'll grow where i stand
im not conformin
im not wad they wan me to be
odd one out
i am myself

stay awhile and hear me out
and u wun haf to ever see my face again
ur broken dreams were mine too
and those tears tat u dropped
one too many times we teared
as hard for me to be here
so wun u stay awhile

name

wads in a name
forgettin my name
and who i realli am
will i be the same
can i exist
when i resist
i dun deny
when its all lies

ur left side

lyin here alone
on the bed i lie
and all i could ever hear
tat its too late to apologise
in my mind
a special feelin
nobody shall understand
and u wun notice
cuz its me tats too silent
a glimpse of forever
a moment of eternity
by ur left side
my right side

took a step
took a chance
i'll even took a shot for u