a sudden urge to run
amongst the grass and trees
runnin after the innocence tat i lost

tryin to go against social norm
the world seems to haf no place for a person like me
a piece of me seems to be taken away
piece by piece they take me away

walkin down the foreign yet familiar road
memories all too distant
so much till i cant even remember ur face

and i remembered the words u once told me

sacred doors

u'll haf ur own way to go
doesnt matter losin the world
in a deep slumber
the missing does not change
not to be a burden
dun need any loving

the wind scatters the cloud
healing all the wounds
flyin with broken wings doesnt equate to sacrificing
bearin unseen scars
walkin out the protected doors
a process called love tat causes pain

cups

the end of a start
the start of an end
cups filled to the brim with emotions
empty in the heart s
ome things in the heart tat could nvr be let out
others i dun mind
nothing to lose but my pride
my pride
cease to believe
pain could only hurt this much
love could only mean this much
cold's not a feelin
blue's not an emotion

pandora

right at the end
in the corner
no one cares
tats my world
my space
my peace

im not myself
wad am i really
where to find
a place to rest at peace
how am i to fly high
angel tat gave up wings
theres always u on my mind

there once laid true love before me
cherish it.i nvr
regrets onli
when it all vaporised
pain could onli hurt this much
a 2nd chance if onli permitted
usin my everythin to tell her
if theres to be a time on love
i'd say...
a million yrs

sex.lies and diamonds

losin grip
answers with deceit
facts lie and we'll someday die
hearts cry
time flies
somethin's bound to be mine
nothin's fine
neither admit nor deny
we queue in line waitin for their lies
i dun believe i dun decieve
in this life
feelins rise
rotting to the core
all the sex and diamonds

leaf

the wind blows
a leaf tat falls
fallen.nobody cares
lyin on the road
not worth even a sight
neglected.nobody bothers
a leaf tat reminded me of wad i am


i slowly forgotten
i tink i lost not juz onli u

eatin.readin
listenin.watchin
writin down pieces of u
where did the heart go