past tense

in whose answer is there no deceit
maybe the past was blank
and i was a past tense
the words nvr existed
as we gave up forever
maybe runnin was harder to bear
hidin away from true emotions

if avoidin could make u forget bout me
why cant i still forget bout u
if avoidin could make me forget bout u
why do i miss u even more

night

wad hurts the most
maybe i already forgotten
loneliness is her fear
fear is his loneliness

lookin at the sights outta window
i was reminded of the sorrow
bitter from sadness
a taste hard to swallow
lyin in my bed again
and i dun wanna wake up
goin back to sleep till its dark
from eleven to seven
dun feel like wakin up

how much u mean

i like to love
but even more afraid to hurt u
i like to miss u
but even wan more to be with u
i like to be with u
but even more afraid to lose u

the hardest part is leavin when ure around
i see myself when i look into yr eyes
wind blowin hard against my face
as i walked down the dusty road
my hair messed
cold dreams on the outside
warm in the inside
dreams on the otherside
fightin for pride
one more nite to hold u tight

feel like theres nth left to do
until the end of everythin
days fade
nite grows
we go cold
until this pool of blood
lettin u noe how much u mean

maybe lovin one too many
maybe hurtin in too deeply
lovin too many
lovin nobody
dunno who to love
dunno how to love
a part of u still with me
its u tat is to me
i'll be there till the end with u
all we are.all tat we are

day or nite

wakin up when the world's asleep
watchin the moon fade from view
into the dark clouds as it disappeared
goin around in circles
randomly changin buses
on an journey to no where
onli to end up passin by ur hse one too many times
forget me not
i do not need to remember for i nvr once forget
the rain fallin like the tears on ur face
unable to comprehend out differences
the tears tat u shed
a feelin darker than dark
unable to bridge our worlds
standin still as we slowly walked away
the nite tat was a day
wad does us mean
wad does tat mean of us
wad will us be

the days go by thinkin of u
is there any truth in their honesty
deceptions in everyones answer

of 5stories

i saw some tears within ur eyes
ur eyes swelled red
ur voice breakin down so slightly
as u stood outside the door
walkin with a tinge of sadness
somethin u nvr expected to get again

she will be loved
always around with someone else
and i dun share lovers
walkin in circles onli to meet again
but she will be loved

a sense of hurt stirred
seein u hurt as my heart ached
tinkin of u in my head
always turnin to look out for u
always missin one another by fate

seems to be a small world
bumpin into each other
can avoid.cant forget
seems to be a big world
yet no place to forget u
cant avoid.cant forget

in my head spinnin
a swirl of a mess
too many things
too little time
one things not over
another covered it
theres no long countdown
there no other way out
now or nvr
here comes

fantasy

is death the end cuz i'll nvr see ur face again
is disappointment the end
cuz i'll stop missin u
is there a happily ever after
is there eternity
is there no other way in
heard too many fairytales
write one for me too
i'm juz afraid i cant wait till that day
chasin after dreams
chasin after u
no excuses
no regrets
u will be my everything
if ure my fairytale
let it last
waitin for dreams
waitin for u

time will pass and we will forget
deep feelins with little fate
treasure the destiny
memories become meaningless
maybe seperation was not easy
and love was forbidden
sadness
pain
heartache
losin u

hates loneliness but afraid of company
silent in the crowd
when even a smile cease to be
in the crowd findin any person to love
hidin from true feelins as tears start to fall

as i begin the day
seein the pretty people walk
sleepin the dreams away
i dun mean to when i hurt u
and i need u
i assure u
juz let me be when i'm crazy

no longer believin
no longer denyin
and everlastin love could not save them
forlorn figure in the rain
alone on the midnite bus
passin by ur hse
seems to be a glimpse of ur shadow