u

closed my eyes
takin in the familiar scent of urs
makes me think so much bout u
rain falls like tears from the sky
maybe u're feelin the same way as i do bout u

let me say these words before u go
close the doors leavin the world behind
missin u can onli be put to the back of my head
i'll leave soon after the rain stops
the rain juz keeps fallin when u're not around
the crowd dispersed
the rain stopped
but i'm still standin here
livin with a tinge of u in everythin
a part of u still lingers in me
i can onli do so
opened my eyes into the blankness

why do i feel a sense of warmth
i dun realli noe u
why is there a sense of comfort
a sense of a feelin so strange
tat kinda feelin i had from u
a special request from u and i gladly obliged
a sense of warmth and comfort from u

its a small world after all
so much tat i wanna forget u
i still see u

its a big world after all
if its not
why cant i be with u

the dreams tat i had
had not changed still
the dark crave for the light
life has got somethin to it
wait for me
pls wait for me
till our promise become a smile on our faces

though u had a smile
but u're achin inside
i see it all in my eyes

feelins tat staled
leaves behind regrets and memories

cuz i love u

still remembered the promise tat we made
ventin frustrations on myself seems useless
seems like i cant think it through still
although the pain gettin more obvious
my breathin gettin heavier
leavin u was most painful

livin life day by day
without any aims
leadin a broken life
i'm juz like without a soul
wanderin all around
there seems to be no hope
no tears for self pity
nobody here with me on such a lonely street

cuz u're not perfect
tats why i love u even more

emptiness

another day
another life
another hand to hold
another sun to shine
another home to stay
another way
another soul
another person by my side

my happiness is not somethin u can gif
destroy everythin for i dun care
the wind blowin
the cold with me for the nite
nvr knew it could be so pathetic
i dun care no more
no regrets
no backin down
juz so certain chasin after the dreams

in this city i got drowned out by the crowds
juz another face in the crowd
would u take a 2nd look at me
why would u do so
why would u care
why would u even notice
juz another passerby in ur life
this nite got a melochony to it
sweet memories in the mind
sad at the same time
intense with feelins
emotional
tired
afraid
a step back or forward
maybe not movin is the easiet
lettin things go their way
emptiness comes after adrenaline

somethin for ya

3am i'm wide awake
dun wanna close my eyes at all
hangin on to the last moment
dun wanna be thinkin bout u
dun wanna be hidin my face in the pillow
juz holdin on till i get knocked out

1133am i woke up late
why would it be this way
rushed myself off to skool away
and i'm on my way
but even if i make it
i'll still be late
time juz dun wait
but i still dun believe in fate
when all hopes slowly fade
and too many words not said
always tat misunderstood
dun wish to explain myself anymore
dun need to prove anythin
i am myself
i am me
i haf changed
but i am still the same
since wadever i do is wrong
might as well be wrong till the end
i wanna be wrong with all my best

2pm in class and i'm writin away
it'll be another long day
been the same for monday
again for today
theres still wed.thurs and fri
its a long long way

nothin in my world stay
everythin and everyone juz fade away
how long has it been since May
6mths and its gonna end
anyway thks

walkin away

so haggard tat i cant recognise myself
a case of mental fatigue
guess i finally subcumbed after so long
hope and dreams seems to fade day by day
the rain comes one after another
the rain comes day after day
runnin thru the rain
walkin thru the rain
standin in the rain
seems like i can no longer go on
as i saw u there while u did not
i slowly turned my back away
draggin my feet along the way
walkin off away
against my will
against my will