rainbow to the earth

changin world
changin times
everybody is changin
and i dunno why
so outta touch
unable to understand this life
the pain tat shows in ur eyes
those red swollen eyes
they speak for themselves
doors tat were opened.closed
faces tat smiled no longer do
nothin will hurt
turned away
walk the steps to faraway
to the place where the earth meets the rainbow
somewhere they'll be together forever
sit under the apple tree
watch the stars at nite
too many wrongs done in this life
too little to make it right
the flashbacks tat appears
times u broke down in front of the mirror
hope tat gets complicated
not tat i dun wanna believe
but the faith tat i lack
let the sleepless me be in ur dreams
wad do u see in my eyes
why do i feel so much like dead ends

2/14

time of the year again
once more i'm lyin here
alone in my own world
alone in this small space
writin to myself as usual
tryin to comfort myself
i wonder can i still make it on my own
i tried to open the door
wishin myself to be next to u
will u fall in love with me
if i sing tat song with all my heart
will u gif me one min of ur time
let me take a deep look at u
let me remember u
tat sweetest momemt of u will stay in my heart
but we're onli frens
i guess there'll nvr be me in ur heart
missin thinkin of u
onli leaves me with big eye bags
i wonder how long before i could say goodbye
or make u my
i noe i mean nth to u
and i dunno why
thinkin back onli opens up the wounds
lonely are the days before as am now
nobody stays
everybody goes
leavin me cold inside makin it
a tragedy if u can describe
a thousand lovers wil onli make me cry
cant see anyone with me
wad am i to do
a million times i love u
but u cant hear still

on a nite like this

let me continue dreamin
let me sing this one last song
let me hold on juz a little while more
dun break my dream so fast dun go away

need ur love on a nite like this
someone on a nite like this
i wanna hold u my gal
on a nite like this
such a familiar sight
lyin alone on my bed
ipod my onli companion
i miss u though we last talked juz ago
i noe theres nth to prove to anyone
somehow still wantin to prove myself
many things still left wantin
wan u here
onli u can get me thru the nite
i dun care bout anythin else
nth else matters more
u dunno tat theres someone missin u
u dunno tat theres someone waitin for u
u dunno theres someone needin u
onli when i close my eyes
can i see u
can i get close to u
can i say those words to u
how i wish i could say those words to u
really need ur love
on a nite like this love u

deep within

another lonely nite
another sleepless nite
my frustration no one sees
my pain no one feels
my presence no one cares
the memories playin in my head
the radio playin away
but why do i feel like tearin
a song for this predicament
not too familiar a song
but yet a so familiar voice
a song not too sad
but yet not so happy
its the season of joy
but why aint i gettin some
why aint i feelin some
still alone here
a love tat i dun even dare to say to u
so its obvious tat i had no chance
fallin in and outta love
both at the same time
its onli my fault to blame
i could onli keep u deep within my heart