go away

wad am i to u?
is it juz the something of a something?
there's not much for me to say
for it's more than words can express
take my hand
and u can really feel
i'm not a dream
i'm real
i never meant to hurt u
but i noe ur pain is caused by me
i can't keep my promise to u baby
i'm so sorry
i hope u'll understand
pls gif me ur hand
i'll keep u company till the end
i dun ever wanna say goodbye
u can go
for who am i to keep u down
but i only hope tat u stay listen to the sound of my heartbeat
it's been screaming out for u
i can't let u go
i need u to stay baby,
juz gif me one more try
i'll go down on my knees for u
if u muz go,
pls gif me a reason
for there muz be a reason
i've always been a fighter
but without u i gif up
i ain't wad i am
perhaps i'm not tat good anymore
but i'll love u till the end
forever i'll be there for u
i noe even when i die
u'll be on my mind
so many memories tat i haf
some tat made me laugh
some tat made me cry
one tat made u decide to say goodbye

pathetic

feel the pain of the rain
maybe i suxs
dun i
tears flow down
and i dun even noe why
sadness tat's depressin
shut off my mind
killed off the pain
at least tried to
but to no avail
i dunno wad i really wan
if i could relive everythin again
i hate it everynite
the memories juz come and play
times and moments like this
i needed someone near
still lyin on the floor
writin things out
how pathetic
how pathetic
how pathetic

2 strangers

i noe it's stupid
but somehow i'm still hopin
my phone lyin still
forever tat silent
ur disappearance
u disappeared to make me forget
still hopin waitin for the day u appear again
i guess i noe
the tears we dropped
happiness or sadness
maybe my leavin is the best thing to happen

2 unfamilar faces from the start
strangers right from the beginnin
time slowly moved
and feelins crept in
wad kinda feelin is love
we chose usin tears
to be without each other
u stood before the loneliness door
and locked me in
tat was my true feelins for u
but ur heart turned away from me
walkin outta door
to try feelin again for myslef i'll try
i still believe tat forever is not lost
we're already the past tense
writin i love u these 3 words
i could gif up all to say these words again

maybe

special people
special me
perhaps my nothingness
or maybe my helplessness
maybe
tat's wad the word for
still it's better left unsaid
a promise nvr made
always be there
maybe
tat's all i can gif
empty life tat i had lived
can i put it together
maybe
haf a little hope
maybe there'll be more
will this deja vu ever end
waitin for the right kinda angel to come
crimes tat were nvr defined
hanged on the hooks of the stars
hold on
hold on
human affections in a private place
wad a pleasant dream
a ticket to a world i belong
back to back
hangin onto human faith
a journey nvr meant for
maybe
maybe
maybe i dunno at all
but maybe..

crazy sexy marvellous

hold me close
assure me
hold me tighter than before
assure me like nvr before
tat all my fears ain't comin true
tat all my nightmares ain't real
lay me in ur embrace
put me to peace
hold me to sleep
thru the dawn
the antenna on top of the tv
a sight beside the disc
and the hurling being thrown around
wad if tml nvr comes
and the horizons vertical
a hue like sapphire
crazy sexy marvellous
love a tragedy
a way u might describe
all the mixed emotions breakin
hear them cry
the angels fall
when their devotion fades

game

a senseless pain
a senseless life
an empty nite
a shallow fun
a meaningless time
an useless confrontation
an easy way out
still the smell of her lingers in my head
tat wonderfulness of hers
all so intact in my mind
sensous sensation
blows me rite off
i need ur body real close to mine
show me the wonders
tat u hide in u baby
i'm crazy for u tonite
a wonderful nite over in an instant
everythin's gone
and things back as they are
it's juz a game the 2 of us play