rainy days

Let the rain fall
In the place of my tears
Let the rain pour
In the lonely hours
So faraway u seem
When u have no notion of my true feelins for ya
The double shot mocha cant numb the feelins
The vodka shots only amplifies the feelins
Take me to eternity
Where i can lose my memories
And i wished tat i did not love u at all
Its only a feelin in my head
A moment of weakness tat i had
As i wished u goodbye when i looked into ur eyes
This bout of rain aint stoppin
And the cold cold air of loneliness fills the air
Too tired to even open my eyes
Writin in the dark
A desperate struggle everyday
So much for fightin for time
When i cant seem to write this line
This rain tat comforts me
Hold me tight in its cold embrace
Washin away my memories
Cuz its not the loneliness tat hurts
This rain tat drench me
Washing away the permanent scars
Even if only for the moment
I am scared
Tat this was more than goodbye
In love with this rain
Everyday
In love with these days
These cold cold rainy days

last

Silent journeys and lonely trips
And the heavens chooses between u and me
Am i only able to cry inside and lose ya

The streetlights down this road brings regrets
And wad u once liked i'd adore

Too beautiful a dream
Or was it ya dreamin too?
Wad would it take

For a reason to fall in love again

This picture that doesnt say a word
The empty room knows no limits
Pullin into the depths of loneliness

To not feel like feeling
When all else is redundant
U're still my only constant

Hurtful endings most memorable
Rather u would hate me forever
Than to be lost from ur thoughts forever
For this love cant outlast forever
Rather u would hate me forever
Than to be two strangers passing by

u're my

Times like this
When the feelins of insecurity devours me
Leavin me so afraid inside
So cold so cold
And i wished for ya to hold me tight
And gently whisper into my ears
Tats everythin gonna be alright
And everythin else is irrelevant
For baby u're my constant

U're my lovely
My one and only
And baby i only wanna love ya
And the songs u sing
Softly into my ears
Day by day
Fallin more in love with ya

has it been taken
or is my heart breakin on me

all of the plans had fell through my hands
cuz suddenly all my dreams seem empty

take me along
wherever u will go
take me alone
whenever u will want
take me away

dancin on my own

i'll be dancin on my own
in the corner

lives in a bubble
forgotten the smiles of the world left behind

sleep the day away
while wun wanna sleep tonight

all around is quiet now
hear the leaves fall to the ground

continue to dream
while the heart bleeds away

dun wanna sleep tonight
its the mornin that comes too soon

mornin light upon the bed
tryin hard to catch a breath

set urself on fire

And it was strange to see ya again
And i think we have met before
Sittin in silence
Sippin in the cold champange
And all the time u thought i was drunk
I was juz tryin to remember ur name

Live thru this and we wun look back

Theres one thing i wan to say
Im not sorry i met u
Im not sorry its over
Im not sorry theres nth to say

And theres nth left to burn
I'll set myself on fire

until then

until the day u decide to go
u will always be the first
not even if somethin else adds to my life
u will still be my first
nvr to be replaced
until the day u decide to go
cuz i promised u
i promised u.

when u told me i love u
and we'll nvr part

i wun leave until u do
until the day u decide to go...





i hearts ya still then

d

Honey and buttercups
Stars and neon lights
Love it when it starts to get all misty eyes
Spinnin around a little in the head
Lettin down my guard
When nothin seems too clear
And wad i see is all a blurry world
In love with these feelins
And theres nothin to replace it

whataya

And theres nothin wrong with all of u
Its plain to see
And its me
I'm a freak
Just give it up
Im walkin out
I wun give in
So what else do u all wan from me

Givin myself all away
And i dun give a damn
I will let u down
So what do u all wan from me

Thks for being sarcastic
And ure doin it perfectly
Its over
Need a second to breathe
And im walkin out
So what do u wan from me

sorry

A chance meetin or to purposely meet
A broken promise meets a broken end
Seems half the world away
Ur mind juz not into it
Why would u even bother i guess
Nothin in this world u would love more than yourself
And u would always need somebody to love
Tats why u would hold on to anythin tat pass u by
Cant resist and i cant lie

Half the world away
Where u'd go i'd follow
And in my mind i'll whisper every single word u say
Should not have even met
Cuz it'd been easier to forget ya then
Sorry to ya then
But i guess its all too late to apologise

different

Breaks my heart to hear u go
Leavin ever so silently
And i finally understood why u did wad u did
So sorry for the things i nvr did
So sorry for the words i nvr said
Now theres no one for me to do the things i wanna do with ya
Now theres no one for me to say those words to
Wad would i have to do
If for a chance to see ya again

the silence after the euphoria
when u wished tat u had rather died
and all the struggles would be over
where the carnal hopes and desires would cease to be
disappear

the flashin lights come from everywhere
when u lose yourself to the dreams
holding onto whoever comes near
and all the loneliness would disappear
euphoria

the head's heavy and the lights spin
addicted to the feelin
dressed against the norm
ignorin all the looks and stares
defiant

the conscience fightin the body
the mind been torn apart
sloggin out my guts everyday
if only for this kinda high
there seems to be no way out
no way to ever break free
the chains and boundaries
when all im tryin to do
is to be myself

silent walk

Why would you walk behind me
So silent
So silent
Why would you walk behind me
So far yet so close
So far yet so close
Why would u fall for me
When im everythin so wrong
Everythin so wrong

Hold my hand and never let me go
Hold them tight.hold mine close
The rest half of my life in exchange for yours

rain

she walks and nvr talks
shes shy and yet always shine

so many books
so many words
not of one tat i could use to describe wad i was feelin inside
damn my education
for gettin myself into this situation
theres not a place to run
not a place to go back to

seems like i could forget all this in the depths of the nite
truth is i still had some hope against reality
as i closed my eyes
i could not even see the things that i nvr wanted to see

of broken dreams and lost innocence
of compromises and submission
how young were we when we spoke of huge dreams
dreams tat appears only in the obscure storybooks
how much has we changed from the years back then
when in all mind everythin is still so fresh

the sun.the rain and the cold will nvr noe
when June lies and the truth is laid in black and white
and the color of my life are put away in sepia tones
scars heal at a gentle pace
puttin outta reach wad was right infront of you

if the rain chooses to fall on me
will it be ok to let it cover me?
this rain tat noes no end
feelin cold ever since

if its consolation ure tellin me
i would be tired of hearin it by now
let the troubles spill down my tired cheeks
let the rain wash them clear

a last chance against reality is the only truth tat i would need to believe in

none the wiser
just double the trouble
theres still nothin in this world
nothin on you
nothin on me

lies

when love is only left with an empty shell
why are we still keepin hold of it
maybe i nvr really knew how to make ya happy
how am i to be with u
when im missin in ur future
an unfinished story
the words tat can only be written with blood and tears

is love always the same
no matter how long the duration
it always end the same
how are you supposed to know
when sadness is translated to silence
the love of yesterday
an unfinished story
if i could do it again
i'll hold u close without hesitation once more

maybe my causalness lets you feel insecure
thats why it always end the same
you need not take it to heart
love is built in such a way anyway
why would i lie
why would i put up an act

the place of yesterday
has all but changed in every single way
you know me in every single way
theres some things better left unsaid

game

a game so real we play
that it felt like reality
a game so real we play
our true emotions used
we all knew from the start it was just a game
i pulled u in and had u hooked
the rest u can all figure out
u had me in the palm of ur hands
i had u in the arch of my arms
thought it was real for a moment
until the curtains was brought down
i never knew ur name
i never knew ur face
i never had a dream until that dream was ya

but its all just a game
another one that we always play

rather i be a wild crow
to see all the sights in the world
than to be a caged bird
nvr to realise the vastness of this beautiful world

the days of glory tat awaits
yet left with only an empty shell to enjoy

forgive me for being afraid to fall
and for loving freedom
forgive me for holdin on to my obsessions

to abandon all dreams and hopes
aint nobody tat cannot do that
still myself standin out
im not afraid if ure by my side
even if its only me and ya

summer in ur hands
the phone ringin incessantly
leavin it be in a corner
not wantin to break the moment

seems like a break for me
away from the hustle
a change of scenery for the heavy-hearted
before it starts all over again

naively brave
venturin deep in the lonely nights
promises and memories
we're more than just five hundred days

when summer is over
wad shall become of us

him her and them

the story of him and her
and the stories of them and them
things i dun wish to know
whos wrong and whos right
and whom tat had let who down
i dun tink theres any wrong nor right
only what the heart feels

too late for regrets
i could see i love ya
its hurts me deep in my heart
still somewhere in my heart
seein u hurt
but its my heart tats hurt the most
i could nvr be like ya
to forget and forgone

the pain i'll forget
if only to see ya happy once again
a new love tat will grow
the past.forever etched in my heart