a moment of romance

am i nvr goin to tell u all the things tat i wan to tell u

words unspoken as life nears
lookin for a voice of the past
leavin behind a moment of brilliance
as the dreams fade into emptiness
theres always an agony
lookin for answers in love
givin up everythin for the moment of romance

3hrs

love for 3 hrs
more than theirs for 30yrs
some things
havin was more than enuff
some ones
meetin was more than expected

already more than hoped for
already more than wad was there then
cuz i keep remindin myself
of wad i realli am

did u ever

did u noe
could u tell
u were the onli one
that i had ever loved
did u ever see me walkin by
did u ever wonder why

one week

hold onto me
the way u hold onto ur life
hold onto me
the way u hold onto ur loved

all we are
all tat we are
i mean this
and i mean it this time
pass me through
touchin hands as ure fallin down
the look in ur eyes
seems like i saw them elsewhere before

i've hoped to be happy
i've hoped for eternity

an exchange of loneliness
an interaction of silence
ur hands holdin tight

nobody in particular
payin no attention either
without any wish
smilin this world away
the stars and the moon
they light in ur eyes

i noe its all lies
i aint carin no more
hold onto me juz a little while more

is it ur heart i hear breakin in the lonely nite
we nvr knew how to reach out to each others heart
will we ever do
ur hand being held by another
u shldnt be holdin onto mine
ur heart longin for him
u shldnt be next to me
i shld haf gently let ur hands go
but i aint got the strength to do so

ur sweet scent

maybe if there wasnt her
u would haf be the one
so sorry i cant be ur superman

the wind blowin her sweer scent onto my face
at least i noe happiniess is not faraway
ur sweet scent
if onli i could keep juz a little
at least rememberin still the taste of happiness
u come close
lettin down my feelins again

all messed up

tot u were somethin different
and u juz came fallin apart
im not perfect
juz all messed up
nothin left to pretend
this is the end
this is my life
not like u needed anybody

ure so perfect
no one measures up
ure by urself
all messed up
and hes everythin im not
this is the end
this is my life

cuz i noe

cuz i noe
cuz i understand
tats why im feelin down
tats why im feelin inferior

cuz i noe
i will nvr be
wad he is to u
cuz i noe
i am onli
nothin more than a fren
cuz i noe
i was nvr
wad u realli wan

the little things in the eye

hold me
tighter than ever
i seem to see u on a restless nite

though the world will drown in blood one day
and we're all gonna die
let me forget the news
i dun wanna noe
but nobody noes where is the end
even if its all lies
but juz a little bit more
sing for me

keepin my achin heart away
the little things in my eyes i juz cant hold back
nvr understandin how to reach out to touch anothers heart

save me
for i haf an urge to tear greatly

hurts

a look into wad might had be
somethin tat will nvr be
nvr secondin
nvr interferin
standin by the sides
tats my gentleness for ya

cuz it hurts my heart to see u hurt
cuz it pains in me to see u down

in love with a gal i shld not love
yet im fallin head over heels

born to love
keep me in ur tots for i am weak without u
we were meant to be for so much more
always in my dreams

half half

its the image of u in my head tat wun let me go
tats why im holdin on
and till my guilt goes up in flames
to a bad day
i gotten used to spendin

half happy
half sad
neither here nor there
an emotion swirl within
ure everythin so wrong
im everythin so wrong
still my favorite mistake

and i finally knew how she felt back then
and i finally understood the reason why
and im no fool for ya anymore
till ur guilt puts u in shame
and i dun wanna tink bout it anymore
and maybe nothin last forever
and maybe even when we're so wrong
cuz i saw u walkin by
and i saw u cry

dyin in ur arms

tired of startin again somewhere new
cant change from wrong to right

holdin u by my side with every breath of mine
my sweetheart
help me keep the faith of mine
and ure the onli reason the nite aint growing cold
till the end of time
dyin in ur arms with u

closin my eyes and dream a little
and dreamin juz a little more

emptyin

i watch as the day fade away

i could onli watch

i stared at the sky and wish myself away

i could onli hope

i longed for a day to be so far away

i could onli wait

many things tat leave me empty

many words

so many people

things ive achieved leave me empty

when others would haf been so full of themselves

my mind is empty

my head is empty

i'm feelin empty

and i am lonely

feeling weak and so sick of myself

sick of this life

sick of it this time

this time i dun feel like makin it thru

this time i juz feel like givin up

i was so mistaken

i was so misplaced

i juz wanna keep on dreamin

this time dun wanna wake up anymore

but i'll stop dreaming if ure not in it anymore

too many memories tat this place holds

i dun wanna tink anymore

present

the class tat i nvr was in
as i flipped thru the dusty pages of life
still rememberin u
and the letter tat u wrote
a smile tat appeared on my face
i nvr noe why
juz the way tat i am in front of ya
and i finally understood
the present tat u said u'll give
the day u decided to walk away
maybe i'll be better without u
maybe i aint no better without u
we nvr gave love a try

forgettin seems the hardest way out
seperation is the present for me
and i saw her
tears in ur eyes
not goin near
juz watchin u silently

at least i still feel the pain
understandin the taste of life
forgiveness is the best way out for us
and we do not cry
love aint perfect
and its all my fault

nothin at all

nothin at all
nothin
mean nothin to me
nothin more to me
and i dun
and i wun
all tat of me

left
right
left
right
walkin in circles again
makin the same mistakes

oblivion

and i return to the darkness
and i return no more
in the depth of oblivion
as i exist no more

missin ya

a heavy rain tat washes me clean
made everything so clear
mistakes
mistaken
misunderstood
miss ya
i loved u cuz u loved me

nothing to hold onto
everything to regret

of blood and pain
we are the walking wounded
of blood and wounds
we are the guilty innocent
is it all too late
to want to hold u in my arms
to want to say i love u
to cherish u
forever not to part with ya

when ive forgotten my name and who i realli am
will i be closer or even more a stranger
and ure still beautiful in every way
listenin to ur breathing
and i doubt who u realli are
but never mind who u are
i love u the same
ure still the onli one tat can make my heart skip a beat
to set my pulse racing and my world spinning
the onli one i cant get outta my mind
i'll be waiting for ya by the sides of ur life
waiting for u.

pool of blood

hand in hand we fall
together in this pool of blood
lettin each other noe how much we mean
and in the pool of red
until the end of everythin
and we go cold
days fade to red
nights turn to red
makin the same mistakes as yet we do
my hands stained with ur blood
ur hands full of mine
we make the same mistakes

still believe

listening carefully to the sound of closing of doors
from grey skies to clear weather
many years it has been
from loneliness to freedom
still on rainy days
starin at blanks
listening to the windstill
a fool
still a fool

the world have already changed
but baby i still believe
and still believe rushin out onli to return home
empty no matter rain or shine
nobody feels for me anyway
they blindly run on
nvr knowing tiredness
a few more drinks tinkin i'll understand wad the answers are
no matter how sincere
nobody will get touched anyway
pure innocence left our world long ago
and they follow blindly
nvr knowing to tink

wrong for tinkin too much
wrong for havin nth at all
wrong for not understanding
wrong for not givin up
wrong for losin myself to the world
losin to myself at the end
who can ever forgive me
everything so wrong
might as well be wrong
till the end
with all i can

TTTTT

of lonely nites and empty streets
lonely roads and empty rooms
hand in hand we fall

till they tell the truth