a sudden urge to run
amongst the grass and trees
runnin after the innocence tat i lost

tryin to go against social norm
the world seems to haf no place for a person like me
a piece of me seems to be taken away
piece by piece they take me away

walkin down the foreign yet familiar road
memories all too distant
so much till i cant even remember ur face

and i remembered the words u once told me

sacred doors

u'll haf ur own way to go
doesnt matter losin the world
in a deep slumber
the missing does not change
not to be a burden
dun need any loving

the wind scatters the cloud
healing all the wounds
flyin with broken wings doesnt equate to sacrificing
bearin unseen scars
walkin out the protected doors
a process called love tat causes pain

cups

the end of a start
the start of an end
cups filled to the brim with emotions
empty in the heart s
ome things in the heart tat could nvr be let out
others i dun mind
nothing to lose but my pride
my pride
cease to believe
pain could only hurt this much
love could only mean this much
cold's not a feelin
blue's not an emotion

pandora

right at the end
in the corner
no one cares
tats my world
my space
my peace

im not myself
wad am i really
where to find
a place to rest at peace
how am i to fly high
angel tat gave up wings
theres always u on my mind

there once laid true love before me
cherish it.i nvr
regrets onli
when it all vaporised
pain could onli hurt this much
a 2nd chance if onli permitted
usin my everythin to tell her
if theres to be a time on love
i'd say...
a million yrs

sex.lies and diamonds

losin grip
answers with deceit
facts lie and we'll someday die
hearts cry
time flies
somethin's bound to be mine
nothin's fine
neither admit nor deny
we queue in line waitin for their lies
i dun believe i dun decieve
in this life
feelins rise
rotting to the core
all the sex and diamonds

leaf

the wind blows
a leaf tat falls
fallen.nobody cares
lyin on the road
not worth even a sight
neglected.nobody bothers
a leaf tat reminded me of wad i am


i slowly forgotten
i tink i lost not juz onli u

eatin.readin
listenin.watchin
writin down pieces of u
where did the heart go

smile the world away

so easily lost in tots
as time stops
sometimes a little
juz a little
courage to fight against destiny
ignoring the danger
gonna change this world
everyone here will die
but u cant stop me
closed my eyes and take my time
u cant talk ur way round fate
i can nvr dream the way u do
for i dunno where to start
i would nvr
smilin the world away
the past in it passed
memories breaks even the strong

shootin star

the wind blowin against the lone beauty
hands wrapped round the cup
lost so easily in tots
waitin till time stops
the cup still holds
ur love and ur feelins


how distant haf we become
is there still an happy ever after for us
when we are
is it the end
awkward silence
all our past onli amounts to these words
i like so much to make u understand
u'll nvr hear
ure nvr here
we're from different worlds
all tat we can do
juz cant bridge our differences
love like the shootin star
leavin behind a moment of light

taste of life

the sands of time tat mould my face
18yrs it has been
left me feelin kinda old
life tat i've waste
with onli sweet lingerin after taste
in my pursuit of happiness

melody tat keeps me writin

come back to me

juz wanna love u simply
shldnt be so difficult
juz wanna make it rite
dun wanna miss u once again
lovin u juz one more day
and its aint so simple
i dunno if i'm too proud
or ure too stuborn
hopin tat there'll be love
and u noe tat i'll cherish love
dun wanna miss love again
and i shldnt
nvr leave again
i'll cherish u
gotta haf u back
oh baby.come back to me
my life to repay ur love
come back to me
love u baby
i'll cherish love
i'll cherish u

not true

learnin to live
without ur mornin calls
and i'll always be late
without ur encouragement
and i'll always be unmotivated
without u by my side
and i'm always feelin cold
without u to hold onto my hand
and i'm always feelin lost
without u to walk beside me
and i'll always be alone
nobody will love u better than u do
nobody will understand me better than u do
tats how i felt

we're all goin to die

torn from the inside out
maybe we were nvr we

but we're all going to die
we're goin to die
looking at the neon lights
the city bright
our minds light
away from the hustle
take me away
to the place only u and me noe

:))

the pair of eyes tat i looked into
u were there with the yellow streaked hair
a glimpse into ur eyes
and the tension in us gets so high
i turned by
u walked past
i walked past
u turned by
smile
:)
:D
:P

when memories become so distant
no longer feelin
tinkin bout ur face
tinkin bout u
someone to love
someone tat loves
let the tears fall as rain in this city for us
runnin as we fall
as we were
empty in where we feel

past tense

in whose answer is there no deceit
maybe the past was blank
and i was a past tense
the words nvr existed
as we gave up forever
maybe runnin was harder to bear
hidin away from true emotions

if avoidin could make u forget bout me
why cant i still forget bout u
if avoidin could make me forget bout u
why do i miss u even more

night

wad hurts the most
maybe i already forgotten
loneliness is her fear
fear is his loneliness

lookin at the sights outta window
i was reminded of the sorrow
bitter from sadness
a taste hard to swallow
lyin in my bed again
and i dun wanna wake up
goin back to sleep till its dark
from eleven to seven
dun feel like wakin up

how much u mean

i like to love
but even more afraid to hurt u
i like to miss u
but even wan more to be with u
i like to be with u
but even more afraid to lose u

the hardest part is leavin when ure around
i see myself when i look into yr eyes
wind blowin hard against my face
as i walked down the dusty road
my hair messed
cold dreams on the outside
warm in the inside
dreams on the otherside
fightin for pride
one more nite to hold u tight

feel like theres nth left to do
until the end of everythin
days fade
nite grows
we go cold
until this pool of blood
lettin u noe how much u mean

maybe lovin one too many
maybe hurtin in too deeply
lovin too many
lovin nobody
dunno who to love
dunno how to love
a part of u still with me
its u tat is to me
i'll be there till the end with u
all we are.all tat we are

day or nite

wakin up when the world's asleep
watchin the moon fade from view
into the dark clouds as it disappeared
goin around in circles
randomly changin buses
on an journey to no where
onli to end up passin by ur hse one too many times
forget me not
i do not need to remember for i nvr once forget
the rain fallin like the tears on ur face
unable to comprehend out differences
the tears tat u shed
a feelin darker than dark
unable to bridge our worlds
standin still as we slowly walked away
the nite tat was a day
wad does us mean
wad does tat mean of us
wad will us be

the days go by thinkin of u
is there any truth in their honesty
deceptions in everyones answer

of 5stories

i saw some tears within ur eyes
ur eyes swelled red
ur voice breakin down so slightly
as u stood outside the door
walkin with a tinge of sadness
somethin u nvr expected to get again

she will be loved
always around with someone else
and i dun share lovers
walkin in circles onli to meet again
but she will be loved

a sense of hurt stirred
seein u hurt as my heart ached
tinkin of u in my head
always turnin to look out for u
always missin one another by fate

seems to be a small world
bumpin into each other
can avoid.cant forget
seems to be a big world
yet no place to forget u
cant avoid.cant forget

in my head spinnin
a swirl of a mess
too many things
too little time
one things not over
another covered it
theres no long countdown
there no other way out
now or nvr
here comes

fantasy

is death the end cuz i'll nvr see ur face again
is disappointment the end
cuz i'll stop missin u
is there a happily ever after
is there eternity
is there no other way in
heard too many fairytales
write one for me too
i'm juz afraid i cant wait till that day
chasin after dreams
chasin after u
no excuses
no regrets
u will be my everything
if ure my fairytale
let it last
waitin for dreams
waitin for u

time will pass and we will forget
deep feelins with little fate
treasure the destiny
memories become meaningless
maybe seperation was not easy
and love was forbidden
sadness
pain
heartache
losin u

hates loneliness but afraid of company
silent in the crowd
when even a smile cease to be
in the crowd findin any person to love
hidin from true feelins as tears start to fall

as i begin the day
seein the pretty people walk
sleepin the dreams away
i dun mean to when i hurt u
and i need u
i assure u
juz let me be when i'm crazy

no longer believin
no longer denyin
and everlastin love could not save them
forlorn figure in the rain
alone on the midnite bus
passin by ur hse
seems to be a glimpse of ur shadow

and i'm not perfect
juz all messed up
and i cant pretend

ure somethin different
different from the rest
somethin tat catches my eye
its in u
and its u i'm lookin out for
its u i'm turnin my head for
i dun wanna leave when ure near
cuz its u

sleepin beautiful
always lookin outta window
as the sights zooms by
sharin the same sight
watchin the same sunset
watched as u slowy fell asleep
u're sleepin beautiful