and i'm not perfect
juz all messed up
and i cant pretend

ure somethin different
different from the rest
somethin tat catches my eye
its in u
and its u i'm lookin out for
its u i'm turnin my head for
i dun wanna leave when ure near
cuz its u

sleepin beautiful
always lookin outta window
as the sights zooms by
sharin the same sight
watchin the same sunset
watched as u slowy fell asleep
u're sleepin beautiful

the way u pout
ur eyes cant hide the innocence
no need to be pretty
ure already beautiful
ure special
and tats all u need

nobody could understand
but u were there for me
silently lyin by my side
no words spoken for u understand
the silence tat i wanna keep
treasurin.learnin.lovin.cherishin

miss me miss u

lookin at u as i turned to look at u
waitin for me as i stood idlin
walkin with me as i took a step ahead
walkin apart
yet eyes fixed on one another
readin too much into one another words
accomodatin too much to one another
fate tat deals the deck
goin after u as u waited for me
fate tat plays a cruel hand
missin me
missin u
let the tears fall as rain on this rainy fri

yrs

decided to love u for a million yrs
theres no more tears
theres no more fears
my dear
if u wish to talk
i'm on all ears
singin the love songs i like to hear
ur voice is all i hear
all i need is u to be near
all i wan is for u to be here
i'm always ur dear
no matter far or near

red cheeks flushed

i wanna believe in the fairytales with u
i wanna believe in miracles with u
when i die
is tat the end?
i'll nvr see her face again
i'll nvr be here again
with ur smile in my heart till eternity
always a part of me

tears flow down her cheeks
her face flushed red
down the cheeks
of the face i'd like to touch
of the face i used to touch
warmth of tears
and the warmth of her face
coldness of tears
and the coldness of her hands
down the soft gentle face
dark round eyes with flowin hair
soft round nose above the passionate lips
wiped the tears off her face
cuz i cant bear to see her in this state
i realli cant
and i promised her
i always will

an unsettled mind to start off mon
even the simplest words i cant say
the scent of ur hair in the air
the words tat u say
i'm melted
lookin for u
lovin u

i exist here cuz of the promise
bringin along onli hope
among the crowd
i seem to hear ur voice
to my left
i seem to see ur face
maybe in ur world is another language
tat i cant seem to understand
too weak to go after
forgot bout our laughter
too pathetic our existence
at the end
wad does us means?

a peck on the forehead
warmth as love slowly subsides
becomin colder
gettin used to it
as the heart beats
realisin tat happiness was more than enough

07-1

lookin in from the outside
while u look out from the inside

wad is a world without pain
will it be a world worth livin in
so fast the pace of the city
nvr findin a moment to breath
its onli me tats slow to show love
in a black and white
somehow findin myself grey
everythin seems so wrong
in my hands i once grasped
allowin myself to indulge in the familiar scent
emotions tat evoked devotion

everythin is true
everythin is new
everythin is u

the sensible truth was incomprehensible

the words tat are the hardest to say
the feelins tat are the hardest to express

wad hurts the most
maybe i already forgot
loneliness is her fear
fear is his loneliness

2006last

feelins so strong
lastin for so long
i cant forget
cuz ure in my head
feels like theres so much to say
coincidence or fate
doesnt realli matter
juz wanna make u my date

a confession of me
sayin i love u
the hardest secret to say
sayin tat u do
leanin on my shoulder
the sweetest thing
seein myself in ur assured eyes
tats beauty
i muz say i'm in love
in love with u

all the millions of people tat aint happy
how much can i do alone
at least not juz a bystander
let there be peace and mercy
and i'll be comforted to noe tat
let the tears not flow
cuz i'll hold on to ur hand
i'll be there to wipe ur tears
and i'll be there when u need somebody

i love the way u looked at me
lookin at me
lookin at u
an exchange
the ocassional obligated conversation
juz a brief axchange
so short tat it cannot be forgotten
on ur mind as u're on mine
goin our seperate ways
special for the brief encounter
special enough for me
love for 3hrs
sometimes more than theirs for 30yrs
tats good enough for me

strangers/lovers

exchangin of loneliness
in the middle of the nite
somewhere in this city
where empty people gather
a person alone on the streets
accompanied by a stranger he noes
hands tat once held tight together
can no longer be held
a pair of lovers tat once existed
seems to be strangers now
how do a pair of parallel lines intersect
goin in opposite directions
of wad used to be a meetin place
turned to a point of pain
and a moment of happiness
all seems like sadness
a conversation tat turned too silent
each avoidin another's eye
promises became vauge
silence tat onli amounts to this awkwardness
the reluctant partin of ways
pain within her heart
achin inside his heart
hesitant to say goodbye
hopin to hold onto one more second
turnin back for one last glance
as they both did
tears swellin in each other eyes
yet continuin to walk forward
with him in her heart forever
with her in tat space of his heart always
nvr to forget as they both promised

my private fantasy

cuz ure beautiful
takin a 2nd look at u
as i saw myself within ur eyes

i dreamt of the most beautiful things
but none as perfect compared to u
the beautiful sights
the special visions
the perfect endin
the happily ever after

the most vivid of dreams
one tat i held her hand
kissed her lips
touched my heart
felt her warmth
felt her love
hand in hand
step by step
up the hill for a most beautiful sight
an array of stars
shinin for juz me and u
lyin in my comfort as i held u so close
so tight cuz i nvr wanna let u go
cuz i'm nvr lettin go forever
under the stars
face to face
i love u and i always will
juz like this till forever
so pretty in her white gown
ure my private fantasy
the cool breeze against ur hair
flowin all so gently
everythin so simple
juz lovin u.lovin me
till we both fall asleep
on my shoulders.in ur comfort
i wanna hold u forever
awakin to onli u and me
goin on forever

december

the onli way i noe
until then i juz realised
hopes and fears
my dear
i've decided
turnin back the pages of my writins
hearts
juz not into it
cant seem to carry on
when words seems short
and things dun last
starin into empty space
thinkin of how to write
findin the words in my mind
closed my eyes as i tot
tears in the heart blurrin the vision
but u cant see

cuz ure beautiful
everyone noes
if tears could speak
when we're juz sick of one another
but actin busy instead
juz me tat cant sweet talk
sorry
knew of the forlorness of love songs
standin under the december rain
juz cant bridge our differences
in this lifetime
standin by the sides
watchin u

lines and words

always suddenly rememberin the songs u sing
always tat soft sweet gentle
touchin my heart
and i'm juz a song in ur eyes
lookin for love in words
onli to find the most beautiful lines comin from u

run in the rain

runnin in the rain
makes me felt so refreshed
the wind rescinind against my face
the rain drops fallin on my face
spreadin out my hands as wings
holdin them high wide out
i nvr felt so free
lettin go of all tat i cared
for tat moment i am free

a run in the rain
i run forward by myself
i can see it
i can hear it
usin everythin ive got to run
juz feelin so free

the wind on my face
as i pushed against it
my hair blown up and messy
but i care less

the rain drops on my face
as i ran in the rain
even though theres a tinge of pain
and i'm gettin downright wet
but i care less

juz runnin down the stretch of dark road
continuin to run
juz run

a run in the rain
i love

promise

i still remembered
things will change but the heart will not
time will go but the memories dun fade
this feelin is real
each moment is true
u'll always haf tat space in my heart
until the day i die
until the end of the world

let the dawn nvr come
let the nite nvr end
let this feelin linger
let this moment last
let me enjoy the scent tat could onli be u
let me be close to u

a pair of cold hands
i'll hold them tight
thru the winter.spring.summer and autumn
my promise

double

a nite so good
i'm seein double
if onli u noe wad i mean
if onli i noe wad u mean
if onli i noe where u been
if onli u seen wad i've seen

from here to all around the world
at the end of the road
where do we go next

noe

dun haf to say
dun need for words
i noe
cant go back to the past
cant go into the future
wad am i doin

a pleasant ride
a pleasant suprise
was it coincidence
was it fate
i wanna noe
i'm gonna noe

u

closed my eyes
takin in the familiar scent of urs
makes me think so much bout u
rain falls like tears from the sky
maybe u're feelin the same way as i do bout u

let me say these words before u go
close the doors leavin the world behind
missin u can onli be put to the back of my head
i'll leave soon after the rain stops
the rain juz keeps fallin when u're not around
the crowd dispersed
the rain stopped
but i'm still standin here
livin with a tinge of u in everythin
a part of u still lingers in me
i can onli do so
opened my eyes into the blankness