at times

Walkin till the edge
Where the disjointed horizons meet
Where the colors of the world fades

At times staggerin
At times disoriented
To view the world from a grain of sand
To hold the world from a fragment of glass

Wishin for a meanin
Where the sky is glimmin
Where the meanin doesnt matter

At times forgettin
At times pretendin
To hold ur hand against the sands of time
To hold u in this fairytale turned bad

the best part

The best part was wakin up
With ya by my side
And the very first words are urs
And the very first light is u

Closed my eyes and its still u
Pullin u close and my world is only u

The world around cease to exist
I dun see wad anyone else can see
In anyone else but u
No one else needs to know
I dun believe tat anybody feels the way i do
About ya now
And we're livin in a world of fools
I believe in u
And u may not think tat i care for u
Deep down inside u noe i realli do

Cuz i like it the way we are
Little words in our silence
Just like this
By ur side
Gazin upon u
Just like this

bittersweet cold

I watched u by the open side
As u walked away in cold
U said u nvr once loved me before
The words u said tat nite had left permanent scars
Left me lyin in the dark with no sunshine
Its all a feelin A feelin tat i had
Its just a feelinJust a feelin in my head
And u nvr believed in wad i said
But i tried to give ya everythin tat i had
Kept still in the dark

every little small things

unable to walk this off
and i cant walk it out

takin it out on me
and i wander and wonder

jumping the ladder nvr seems so hard
wishin tat i fall
deep into the abyss and forgotten
as the shadow fades and subsides to grief

every little small things
every insignificant word said
everytime the heart breaks
everytime the heart aches

stupid

confined to the back pages of ur memories
forgotten
holdin onto a lost hope
tired
never the one tat was needed
abandoned
seems like i got the wrong person
mistaken

forget it
as i walked along silent
too tired
too tired
tryin too hard onli seems to make me more a fool
tryin too hard onli adds to the irony
tryin for tat slimmest of hope
cuz im juz a fool
ever knowin i was nvr meant to be
when its plain to see tat everythin was so wrong

holdin on still
for a impossible hope

two choice

Ur eyes hollow
And a smile so forced
Without havin to say a word
Unable to stop this hurt
Maybe we have forgotten
Wad was most important at the start
And if leavin was a better choice
Its best to do so with a smile
Let us part and here and never meet
Before its too late to let go
Baby dont cry
Walk on opposite ways and nvr look back
Let us part here and never meet
Forgive me
For being unable to be the one tat u want
The dreams in my hands too heavy
Happiness ever so sarcastic
Ur heartbreak i'll nvr understand
Unbearable for me to watch on
For ya to be holdin back ur tears
Lettin off my hands
Let us part and never meet
Forgive me
For being unable to continue with this beautiful mistake

Thru the city and into the dark
From the crowd and into the nite
With a wanderin heart
Observin the sights of this trip
Mesmerisin to keep us entranced
Had i known that this journey was nvr meant to be
Rather i had abandoned myself to this distance
Every extra mile with ya was another distance by ur side
The end stop unknown
Unable to keep pace with ya
U would had abandoned me by the sides of this road
How many more miles would i be able to keep up
The best part of it was catchin up to u
Each and everytime i wanna tell ya
Im afraid no matter how much i love u
Doesnt amount to much to u at all
Thankful still for the distance shared with ya
Runnin still to keep up with ya
Every mile means another distance more with ya
Always by ur side

without these

Without these feelins
and These eyes shall nvr be filled with tears
Without these feelins
and These eyes shall never need to hide
Without these feelins
and These eyes shall never know
Without these feelins
and These eyes shall never see.
these beautiful feelins and the dangers that it brings

the wind.the cold and the driving rain

guess im the only stupid one here
when the answer were all too clear
fool for ya

thru the wind
thru the cold
thru the drivin rain
baby everynight i would run all this way
just to be with ya
and i know that its true
that im gonna hold ur hand
this this time i'll nvr let go

what i would give
to run my fingers thru ur hair
and to hold ya near

aint no luck and love slowly dies

Wake up at seven
Nvr restin before its eleven
How long more before eden
Holdin u close in the comforts of heaven

Its hard to noe
So close yet so aloof
People come and people go
Hidin behind their own shadows

To see the world thru a frame of glass
And all the things we nvr ask
Away with things they teach in class
Doesnt matter if ure first or last

Done with all the lies
When even the angels cry
Tears of pearl of u and i
Till the heaven burst and the words dun rhyme

house behind

Tears are never endin
So tear till u smile
An instant connection
Tat strikes a deep chord
Not tat its of any relevance
Still leavin me an emotional wreck
I will listen to the stories u will tell
When theres no one left around
I will hold ur hands tight
When theres no one left in the lonely night
The good and bad times
There aint complains
The good and the bad times
Theres realli nobody to blame
I will follow u till the end
Theres no one else more important
Till our time has come
I'll let u on ahead
Cuz i cant bear to see u cry

time and tears

Time can cool the warmest tears
And these tears will wash away everything
Take me to the neon lights
Where i can lose my memories
Take me to the blurry place
Where i can lose my identity

rainy days

Let the rain fall
In the place of my tears
Let the rain pour
In the lonely hours
So faraway u seem
When u have no notion of my true feelins for ya
The double shot mocha cant numb the feelins
The vodka shots only amplifies the feelins
Take me to eternity
Where i can lose my memories
And i wished tat i did not love u at all
Its only a feelin in my head
A moment of weakness tat i had
As i wished u goodbye when i looked into ur eyes
This bout of rain aint stoppin
And the cold cold air of loneliness fills the air
Too tired to even open my eyes
Writin in the dark
A desperate struggle everyday
So much for fightin for time
When i cant seem to write this line
This rain tat comforts me
Hold me tight in its cold embrace
Washin away my memories
Cuz its not the loneliness tat hurts
This rain tat drench me
Washing away the permanent scars
Even if only for the moment
I am scared
Tat this was more than goodbye
In love with this rain
Everyday
In love with these days
These cold cold rainy days

last

Silent journeys and lonely trips
And the heavens chooses between u and me
Am i only able to cry inside and lose ya

The streetlights down this road brings regrets
And wad u once liked i'd adore

Too beautiful a dream
Or was it ya dreamin too?
Wad would it take

For a reason to fall in love again

This picture that doesnt say a word
The empty room knows no limits
Pullin into the depths of loneliness

To not feel like feeling
When all else is redundant
U're still my only constant

Hurtful endings most memorable
Rather u would hate me forever
Than to be lost from ur thoughts forever
For this love cant outlast forever
Rather u would hate me forever
Than to be two strangers passing by

u're my

Times like this
When the feelins of insecurity devours me
Leavin me so afraid inside
So cold so cold
And i wished for ya to hold me tight
And gently whisper into my ears
Tats everythin gonna be alright
And everythin else is irrelevant
For baby u're my constant

U're my lovely
My one and only
And baby i only wanna love ya
And the songs u sing
Softly into my ears
Day by day
Fallin more in love with ya

has it been taken
or is my heart breakin on me

all of the plans had fell through my hands
cuz suddenly all my dreams seem empty

take me along
wherever u will go
take me alone
whenever u will want
take me away

dancin on my own

i'll be dancin on my own
in the corner

lives in a bubble
forgotten the smiles of the world left behind

sleep the day away
while wun wanna sleep tonight

all around is quiet now
hear the leaves fall to the ground

continue to dream
while the heart bleeds away

dun wanna sleep tonight
its the mornin that comes too soon

mornin light upon the bed
tryin hard to catch a breath

set urself on fire

And it was strange to see ya again
And i think we have met before
Sittin in silence
Sippin in the cold champange
And all the time u thought i was drunk
I was juz tryin to remember ur name

Live thru this and we wun look back

Theres one thing i wan to say
Im not sorry i met u
Im not sorry its over
Im not sorry theres nth to say

And theres nth left to burn
I'll set myself on fire

until then

until the day u decide to go
u will always be the first
not even if somethin else adds to my life
u will still be my first
nvr to be replaced
until the day u decide to go
cuz i promised u
i promised u.

when u told me i love u
and we'll nvr part

i wun leave until u do
until the day u decide to go...





i hearts ya still then

d

Honey and buttercups
Stars and neon lights
Love it when it starts to get all misty eyes
Spinnin around a little in the head
Lettin down my guard
When nothin seems too clear
And wad i see is all a blurry world
In love with these feelins
And theres nothin to replace it

whataya

And theres nothin wrong with all of u
Its plain to see
And its me
I'm a freak
Just give it up
Im walkin out
I wun give in
So what else do u all wan from me

Givin myself all away
And i dun give a damn
I will let u down
So what do u all wan from me

Thks for being sarcastic
And ure doin it perfectly
Its over
Need a second to breathe
And im walkin out
So what do u wan from me