in the darkness
makin it feel like home
when i lose myself
i'll tink of u
ure the key to another world
runnin away to somewhere new
onli me and u
the end of time
divin into the blues
the seperation drivin me insane
runnin thru the rain
runnin on with pain
i'll be with u soon
so soon

cuz i noe i'll nvr be him
i'll nvr be the one in ur heart
and i noe ure feelin blue
feelin tired and so alone
ur insecurities devour u
i cant be there
i'll nvr be
im too faraway to even noe where u are
my nights spent away
im walkin further away from u
till the day i find my way home back to u
but after all tat we've been thru
doesnt really matter if im comin back home to u

fightin souls

the distance could onli get bigger
a gap onli wider
too much misunderstandings
too little time together
but nothin could be better
when we live our lives together forever

as soldiers fight on
theres another devil watchin
waitin to swoop on any souls tat fall
with their silver wings and black horns
they're comin
within their burnin eyes and silver swords
they're comin
to take any soul tat falls

holdin on from the start
standin on par with reality
the more pretence
the more emotions tat turmoils
if any.the other side of me
if decided.to lead a sad life
but i wanna prove myself completely
the maximum tat i can push
with onli u in my eyes
thru the masses
right straight to u
lookin at me fairly
to balance out the equation
and u'll see tat everythin else redandunt
fightin and i dun use words
the wind and the cold
i'll still be there
not lookin back
cherishin every single possibilities in me
maybe right
maybe wrong
maybe dangerous
maybe its always me

nvr die

wadever they will say
onli wan to continue on with my way
in the face of danger
still runnin head on
unable to compete with power
but i'll live longer than tat

lovin ya in a hundred years time
and no one around would object
maybe the union late by a few decades
this love never abandoned
love in another era
till all the flowers wither and die
the waitin is long
but i made up my mind
waitin for ya

is it u

i could not be
can nvr be
but i am only me
nothin but only me
and i noe its too real
this feelin tat i feel
and i tink bout u
and i miss u

someone who realli understand
someone who realli noes the way to my heart
someone tat ive been waitin for

how am i to see through
this foggy mist of sky
maybe theres no light at the end of the tunnel
maybe theres no tunnel towards the light i see
everything is gone without u
fallin in too deep

a long long way away

pickin up my baggage
saw the sorrow in ur eyes
how can i ever let u forget
the dreams tat we once had

a day like this
somethin u wish last forever
filled with insignificance
breakin the day into little parts
fragments tat we can always remember
like i always do
like lovers always will

joker in love with the beauty
nothin but the joker's own joke
drastically changed
a matter of weeks
and oh how roles reverse
like i always do
like soldiers marchin on

doesnt really matter anymore to me
i'll be fuckin faraway
a long long way away
a long long way from where i no longer belong

euphoria

ure all decked in black
darker than the deepest night
a million emotions tat runs thru ur face
but wheres the smile
ur feelins colorin ya blue
an allurin mystery
theres nothin where u used to be
there somethin left in ur void
for all the times i fall
theres the image of u in my head
when i no longer feel my face
when i no longer struggle

induced euphoria to keep me goin on
the onli thing left to hold on
u can take my life tonite
in this world so wrong

scream

no one can ever make me feel this way
makin my life ever so beautiful
tinkin of u tat makes my grey skies clear
no one else can make me feel this way
even though im not with u
everyday of my life is meant for lovin u
fallin even more in love with u
lookin at the skies tat reminds me of u
starin at the seas tat reminds me of u
every little thing is ya

the sky a hue of blue
bluer than the sky my feelins are

the moon a beautiful face
yet comes not even close compared to ur face
cuz theres no one like ya
and i'll like no other
no one else but ya

far faraway

when the time has come
u noe i'll let ya go
cuz i dun wan u to be the one to do the missin
i dun wan u to be the one cryin
nvr wan u to cry for me

im lonely
im tired
im missin ya again
once again
far faraway from those i love

rememberin the words and moments tat we said and shared
in need of a person who can be true to
leavin her behind to wait when i left
and how i miss her so
when hope seems so faraway

missin u

empty rooms and lonely nites
torn papers scribbled full
many hours wasted away
things for juz somebody nvr meant for
times are hard when things haf got no meanin

time ran out
the light of life went out
flowers upon the mount
restin till the fallin petals count
the sun has set
where the horizon met
time to spread ur wings
its love tats this life brings

say bye

wake up in the mornin
raisin my tired body
same old pillow
same old bed
same old shit
goin to die in vain

lost upon a sense of time
and all of the things tat i tot was easy
gettin harder and harder each day
the empty island wun make anythin right

in love with the world
tryin to stay alive
in love with the world
hopin to stay alive

the pages turn
markin off each day with a cross
missin all the things tats lost
lost to this world

monday is blue blue day
tuesday is a sad sad day
wednesday and thursday
its the same
theres still friday
saturday and sunday
a long long way

out in the stand
a fren i forgot to say bye
who glances at me all the time
its a wrong time for somebody new
its the wrong kinda place

random

dun miss me for i will
miss this of everythin
it will be damn easy
soon over before long
before we go crazy
hand over hand into this
love me when im here
love me when im gone
things would nvr change
things are still damn easy
so u can still take me there

the place of old
onli seems like yesterday
but it has already fold
its the memories tats gold

nowhere to go

when nothin seems right
and i lose the will to fight

when everythin goes bland
and i can no longer see the light

two wrongs juz dun make a right
its all but gone
the meanin of this life

they clean ur head and tell u lies
how i wish theres a place to hide

everyday a sleepless night
watchin the day with listless eyes

maybe it juz aint wad it seems
maybe it juz aint wad it seems
they'll wash my head and leave me dry
tied to the bed on a sleepless night
the more i see
the less i noe
the more i wun wan to let this go
on the road to the sea to the sky
its the end of a life
theres juz nowhere else to go
its my freedom tat they sacrifice
all the sights i noe
i really cant go
divided and undecided
theres juz no where left to go
but tell my love before i go
tell my love

doubt

dreamin of u
tinkin of u
and i dunno where u'd gone to
nvr in doubt of ya
but forgive me
for doubtin myself
cuz i understand too well

whos the only one for ya

if only u take another look at me
hearin the sound of heartaches
silent in this corner
awaitin miracles
stealin another glance at ya
too silent and ya nvr notice

if onli to spend a moment of eternity with u

take another look
to see wads inside of me
the feelins and the secrets
the deepest of mine

in love with the worst of all feelins
addicted to the loss of all inhibitions
my head is heavy but i dun care
theres no need to hide who cares
theres no need to fight those feelins
i dun need to be worried
i dun need to noe who i am
all i wan is ya
all i need is ya

i only need to be loved by ya

i dun like this feelin
i noe this is hell
but i love ya
i swear

burberry

lookin at the old photos
memories became clear
goin thru the faded memories
yet they onli seem like yesterday
but yesterday tat fades
and its so faraway
the days of youth have already gone
leavin us to succumb to fate
the dreams to change my world
the dreams to make my world
the angst and hatred have subside
tinkin tat i muz have looked so stupid back then
three years of change
and tats the constant of life
theres somethin inside me tat stops me from sleepin
the fears tats nvr endin
the glory days of youth
leavin behind the moments of brilliance
stored in the sands of time
immortal within the depths of our memories
the days where onli u and i matters
if onli the days would return
to lead us on another blaze of glory
everybodys leavin goin on their seperate ways
the end of a story
the start of another
its the beginnin of my end
always me to be given up
its onli me tats nvr good enough
so ure givin me up again

i cant see at all
no point tryin to at all
its not the sights tat i wanna see at all

i cant take this anymore
no point tryin to at all
its not the things tat i could ever take at all

i cant love ya anymore
no point tryin to at all
its not wad we tot it ever was at all

all we are

ponder and wonder
wads left under our cover
we hide and cower
runnin away at every single hour

leavin our souls empty
when everybody is gone
the cold and silence in the void
theres nothin tat can fill it up

losin sight of our dreams
we make up another one
we are all the same
under this unforgivin sun

goin around in circles
chasin after delusions
and i tot i had a hope
when tat hope was u

love has all but faded
losin any trace of importance
the heart tat lost its meanin
for u it ceased to beat

all tat we are
in all tat we do
all we are
all we are
and i mean this

lovin no one else but u
tonite the hardest to go thru
like to noe how ya copin in the wee hours
the longest darkest hours
onli wantin to hold u till the end of time
goin no where else but by ur side
watchin u fall asleep
as the dusk changes to dawn
happiness of ours tat came to a stop
without u by my side cant destroy me
yet enuff to let me notice

re-live the days

somethin to do with all the blues
to paint a picture of forlornness
or to smudge one of happiness
a hue brighter than the sky
darker than the worst of moods
but if my life were nvr to met u
it would had been so meaningless
showed me another point of view
another world
taught me feelins i could nvr comprehend
joy.laughter.sadness and heartaches

if onli to re-live the days back again
for our youth and innocence back at our sides
to accompany us for awhile more

tinkin of the past where everythin seems clearer than ever
was it love or was it folly
confidin in u
seekin comfort when down and out
heartening
heartwarming
to see u reply in ernst
tryin to find some solace from ur coldness
ur coldness tat warms my heart

the words i said to make u feel special
to make u the onli one
or was it to make u feel guilty
to make u tink over again

if onli to re-live the days again
the days when years back from today
when we were strangers
when we nvr knew one another
if onli to make the same mistakes all over again
once again
once again
i love u still

fragments of truth

one bit too many
drownin out the senses
away with wild abandon

let the rain fall down to wash me clean
to start anew
back to the beginning
shattered in every directions
the fragments of truth in every small pieces