anyone will do

listen to the sound of my lonely heart
still thinkin bout the past
how things used to be
tryin hard to live alone
day by day
everythin juz comes to me when i'm lyin in my bed
late at nite i struggled alone
right now onli memories are left
how i need a different place to hide
it really seems to me
tat there's no light at the end of darkness
all the things can nvr be the same again
can things ever work out rite
always disappointed at the end of everythin
everytime i tried hard
i put my heart into everythin i do
wad did i get back in return
and there's no one round to hold my hand
anyone would do
juz pls.someone
lay me to sleep comfort me like the kid i am
i need to noe again the feelin of secure
it's so hard to make it on my own
even harder when everyone tryin to make a fool outta me
makin me out to be a clown to them
juz to entertain them
fuck them all
everybody juz likes to mess me up
fuck them all

fly boy

this small crazy boy
wans to fly
away from this place
he's walkin on the road alone
travellin strollin wanderin along
on the long dusty windy road
he wans to see the sights
tat he couldn't but in his dreams
the lights tat lit the way are blindin
there are many things tat he would like to noe
but he dunno how
but maybe
he'll be able to make it someday
cuz maybe
he'll noe how to make it
and after all
he's onli seventeen
in this place he found no reason to stay
with the colors slowly fadin away
he wans to smile
he wans to laugh
and he wans to fly

special

okie this one special
requested by laoda
here goes...
4.30am in the mornin...
2guys stopped their mitsubishi galant in front of where i was sittin(on a fountain)
they got off their car and walked towards me
i took a look at them
one of them stared at me
i was thinkin "are they lookin for a fight???"
then suddenely let's call him guy 1
guy 1:police
me: *thinkin*(are u sure?)
guy1:ic pls
me: okie
guy2:how come so late still dun wan go home
guy2 then woke laoda who was sleepin on the chair up
laoda was blur blur
guy1:ic pls
me and laoda then handed over my ic and laoda ez link
guy 2:wad's ur address
laoda:wan send letter ar???
laoda still blur dunno wad's goin on
guy 2 i think oso blur blur nvr heard wad laoda was sayin
laoda then finally woke up said his add
guy1:how come so late still dun wan go home
me:come out to talk talk lor
guy 1 then went off on his walkie talkie
guy 1came back
guy1:got record anot
me:nope
guy 2 then handed back our ic
they then went off

the kindness endowed upon

unknowingly a yr has past
it all seems so long ago
and i grown used to this shit
peace or pity
i dun care
it's none of my business
they say i'm crazy
i am crazy
i'm not really ok
but it doesn't matter to me at all
it's not my past
and it's nvr gonna bother me
regrets i'm without any
the truth hit me long ago
somehow i'm still emotional
attached to the kindness of an older generation
if not for it
i would haf break away long ago
it's the onli thing tat keeps me here
i juz dun haf the heart to turn away
it's etched deep within my heart
the kindness endowed upon

tears devoured me

in the lonely hrs
the tears juz devoured me
and i can't deceive it
cuz even when i close my eyes
it's still so clear to me
under the stars on the black dark sky
and even any fool can see i'm fallin
but i juz dun understand
this i swear
sometimes i feel
all my dreams haf seen better days
but somehow now
i felt i've lost my way
and there's no light here to guide me
and no one to walk beside to
and the sky so dark and stormy
there's no one reachin out for me
there's no one i can go to
no one i can go to

everyday everynite

sleepless at nite
for who or wad
walkin along life
on a cold lonely nite
a long and windin road
i can onli hear my breathin
for every nite there is
my eyes wide open till dawn
my heart so empty
a pain tat no one understands
for every day there is
i always dun get to see u
till the sky turns dark
sadness tat blurs my vision
sleepin alone tryin to kill the pain
hopin to find salvation
for everyday and every nite

i dun wanna miss u
cuz i wanna be with u always
i dun ask for the world
juz some time together with u
i wanna feel u close
i need u close
i dun wan anythin else but u
i dun need anyone else but u
i'm on an addiction
keeps me cravin for more
i juz need u so much

simply amazin

charmin?
perhaps so
essential?
maybe so
from the eyes of another
i saw myself
so many faces to me
they say i'm like a mystery
a deep story behind it
had a hard time comin thru
and i thk u
for u're the man
u're one of the best
simply amazin

fuck it all
fuck them all
damm it all
fuckin damm it all
to hell with it
to fuckin hell with it all

stay gold

livin on the streets
he hated his father
all he wans is some sweet human affections
his heart ceased to beat
doesn't feel complete
there's no more objection

livin on his own
he's tired of this unhappy life
got so disappointed in suprises
why does he feel
how muz he act

livin out alone
not satisfied with juz this
who can he believe in
an emotion blackhole
juz suxs everythin in

in his mind he's still a child
forced to grow up at this age
had no choice but to do so
forced by circumstances

still like a lost kid
lookin out for directions
and he dreamt bout a dream
in it
the most beautiful sight

it's so hard to stay gold
in the world so tainted
but stay gold boy
stay

bored

there's always someone livin alone
there's always someone leavin alone
they dun care wad the people may say
they dun mind wad they see
pick it up
and put it down
choose it urself
many stories he had to tell
many dreams he like to sell
many words he wanna yell
but in the end
he still fell
there's nobody like they fade away

so hard to be a nice guy

it's the moments we shared
it's the fun we had
it's the times we haf
it's wad we both missed
but still we remain the same
dreamers as we are
dreams beyond the wildest dream
and no
we ain't bad
dun look at us tat way
we're onli seventeen

so hard to be a nice guy
harder when the cat dun acknowledges it
but still we are
the nice guys tat we always are

i'm shallow

lookin back
on my memories
on my past
for the 17yrs i walked
i feel so cheap rite now
found myself so haggard in front of the mirror
onli for me to break it
tat shld not be me
i used to be wad people wished to be
i used to be wad they envy
i was everythin beyond their reach
wad on earth haf i become now
facin the allurin temptation
i felt tat i could take the easy way out
givin up
wad had happened
where's the arrogance
where's the cockiness
where's the coolness
wad the hell had happened
things seem beyond my control
i became silent
silence around the air
helplessness spinnin around me
loneliness flowin in the nite
time keeps goin on
clingin onto wadever i can
felt so empty chasin after everythin
tryin so hard to keep everythin
but it's all fultile
lots of things haf lost their meanin
many new haf gained
reminscin still bout the past
too much sorrow
too little love
too much loneliness
too little care
too much sadness
too little happiness
keep blabberin on
and i seem so shallow

i wan u

in this city
i somehow found love in u
i nvr tot i could be in love again
till the day i met u

u taught me everythin
u made me believe in it

u took me for wad i am
u dun mind the fact of who i am
u juz took me as me
nvr wantin me to change in any ways

i wanna hold u
nvr to let u go
hold ur hand
walkin down the road with u
gaze at the stars at nite
under the beautiful nite sky

u went right thru
and touched my heart
u opened up my mind
and mend the pieces
u made me wanna fall in love again

i wanna love u till the end of time

neglected.forgotten

holdin on desperately onto the pieces of my life
tryin hard to hold them together
tryin to make some sense outta this
others noe u better than i do
u spend more time with others than with me
i'm neglected here
forgotten in the dark corner
or was i even on ur mind
onli when i dun bother to care
then will u find me important
why muz u be like this

till then i realised
i knew so little bout u
lots of things i nvr noe
i onli met u then
even now i still dunno
wadever it is
all so little
i nvr was in ur world
i'm insignificant to u
all the while
all along
u do not notice if i'm not here
u do not miss me if i'm not around
i guess i still wander alone
wadever it is
i shut myself out to the world
oblivious to anythin else
i closed my heart
the disappointment of expectation
dropped to the ground
sympathy so pathetic
u dunno the meanin of being lonely
u dunno the feelin of being neglected
drowned myself out
u'll still nvr noe

i'm shallow
my feelins so shallow
my life so hollow
and i noe
i can nvr be part of ur life
and u'll nvr gif up anythin for me
even though u say u would
so why am i thinkin so much
askin u to gif up anythin
simply too much to ask for
all i wan is a star tat shine onli for me
i'm selfish i noe
but who ain't
love is all i ever wan
is tat too much to ask
i guess it will nvr be
such things juz ain't to be
hope tat brings onli disappointment
tired of talkin
i've given up hope
totally without any
i dun wish to speak anymore
for u dun wanna hear any of this
i washed my hands clean off this shit
dun bother me bout such stuff
i nvr wish to be embroiled
it makes no sense
dun come complainin to me anymore
i dun wish to care
so little time
so much to do
yet u rather spend time with others than with me
u said goodbye too many times before
u changed so much
or maybe i nvr knew u at all

i've lost my place

the dawn is onli hrs away
the place still filled with darkness
i'm lyin on my bed
devoured by the loneliness at nite
the onli color in my life
nth much in my head
juz the same old stuborness
refusin to close my eyes
but even the best fall down sometimes
and when the stars refuse to shine
my world juz collides with emptiness
and when time stops here
i've lost my place
i'm far behind
and all the doubts tat fill my mind
i somehow find i'm still feelin blue

maybe words can't express my feelins anymore
my nightmares all seem comin true
there's no control
emotions juz flow
distort the truth of reality
livin in lies
it's all my fault
i dun haf a thing
except for a dream
no one can take my tml away

juz me

all of a sudden feelin so empty
everyone seems to disappear without a trace
and i dunno why
the loneliness so allurin
and i grown to like the nite
the beauty of darkness
it nvr fails to impress me
and the rhythm of the nite
became the feelin of my life
the heartbeat of mine
all so audible in the silence of the nite
right in the middle of the city
i juz can't fight life
and i juz can't win
i nvr wanna compete with anyone
never wish to
so wad if i win
so wad if i lose
are u happy? i dun wanna be someone tat i'm not
do wad i dun wanna do
pretend to be wad i'm supposed to be
i juz wanna be me

techno songs

crazy baby
will u be my private fantasy
and gimme love
cuz ur love is my energy
when u show me colors of the nite
i'll feel blue no more
and when i'm hungry for ur love
will u take me tonight
and be my lover
for tonight is the night
cuz when we come together
i'll be like flyin high
bcuz the nite belongs to us tonight
and i need a lover tonite
and i noe u're the one for me
so when u free me with ur words of love
i feel tat love is the message
cuz when i fall in love
i can't stop ravin
and i nvr wanna runaway
i noe cuz when i look into ur eyes
i feel like i'm in heaven
as my heart beats like a drum
i can see the stars in the nite
and listen to the rain
too much is nvr enuff
there'll be a star for u and me

beauty or beast

appreciatin the simple things
admirin their simplicity in beauty
the free flowin of water
the flyin freedom of the bird
feelin the breeze of the wind
across my skin
flowers out in full bloom
the beauty broken by intrusion
the perfect silence shattered by senseless noise
watchin them goin bout
so happily in their lifes
laughter tat flies thru the air
i wonder if this could be life
is my dreams too wild
or muz i face up to reality
i closed my eyes to shut off the noise
to enjoy the moment
and yet again
the moment broken
imperfect
on the verge of tears
touched by beauty or shattered dreams

my trail

hidin away my sadness
closed my eyes
still thinkin bout lots of things
under the moonlight
still lookin for tat star
my complicated feelins
will anyone understand
if leavin will stop all the pain
i'll drop everythin
and leave at once
walkin along the road
listenin to my techno
and with a smile
down the street
as i slowly close my eyes
goin out in style
not before makin a mess
i ain't good lookin
and i'm no one's child
i'll still walk on alone
the trail of tears
it could not be mine
tears of mine haf dried up
except for tat one drop in my heart which will nvr go
watchin a million cars go by
seein the busy people play
all under the early mornin sun
and till the nite falls
watchin the bright neon lights
tat light so bright in the night tonight
i felt tat everythin could juz flow

somebody tell me why

how many special people change?
how many will still remain the same?
slowly walkin down the street
faster than a cannonball
maybe u will find me
caught up in my own thoughts
along the streets
wanderin bout alone
and as the nite falls
the busy people runs
in their pursuit
they follow their shadows around blindly
chasin after it
and they hide away in the shade of their shadows
always hidin away
i'm standin in the middle of the hustle
deep among the crowd
and i look up into the empty sky
i started to ask why
tell me why
cuz i nvr wanna say goodbye
somebody tell me why
cuz i feel tat there is someone out there
someone who noes me deep inside

i'm proud of me

i'm a wild child
nobody's child
no one cares bout me
no one bothers bout me
goin wherever i wan
livin by the streets
playin against the rules
lyin bout in the middle of the nite
nothin in the world bothers me
without a trace of worries
nothin in the world could make me stay
not much things matter to me
lots of things makes no difference
i'm a wild child
and i'm proud of it
i got nth to prove to u all

so many things to do
so many promises to fulfill
so many dreams to make come true
and i wish on the star
i promise to make it all thru
no matter wad's ahead
i'm still free and easy
i'm juz me
keep on believin
yes i do
as long as i'm still myself
i can fight on
as long as i haf the courage to challenge fate
all my dreams will be
unable to compromise
forever not
i wanna be myself
dun ever wanna change abit
love me for wad i am
take me as wad i am
and if u ever wanna come along
i'm happy to haf u by my side
to hug me when i needed warmth
to hold me when i needed comfort
jzu stay by my side
and i'll do all i could
to make u always happy
feel my dreams
u and me
to hold together in our world

it's u

gal u helped me thru
i ain't somebody
but u loved me nontheless
and when my days dun seem perfect
u're there
when my world collides
u're still there
when i 'm all alone
always there
u made me feel lonely no more
u cared
u made me feel
u made me wanna fall in love again
no matter wad u are
i can't thk u enuff
i dunno wad to say
it's juz the way u made me feel
the feelin's good
to noe tat someone care
and it's u

i believe in it

somewhere deep inside of me
i'll find the joy i used to haf
the place tat i wanna be
always been alone this life
been searchin for a place called home
been thru sadness too many times
i noe my heart's cold
but i noe it can nvr be too late
someday i'll be everythin
will be complete
all the happiness in the world
and i believe in it

i headed away

lookin at the stories of others
their love seems so good
though sad sometimes
seeing him so happily in love
i was reminded of a happier time
why muz good things be so short
leavin behind onli the memories
why muz problems appear
so sad he was
i was so sorry for him
he had to go thru the same thing i did
he tried hard to forget
but he was in too deep
too deep to help himself out

love such a sweet thing
yet leavin a bitter aftertaste
u noe when it's gone
i wonder wad i'll do if i was in his shoes

their love story quite a tragedy
juz like mine
it reminds me
watchin the beloved into the arms of another man
thinkin of the past
i wanna put it all behind

i headed away
away from the place u were
my mind still filled with our memories
i tried to go faster
still i can't shake off the sadness tat follows

love me gal until the end

in a world so cold
it's ur hand i wanna hold
till we both grow old
like the fairytales we were told
forever together in our world

into my world
baby hand in hand
love me gal
until the end
and all i wan
is for u to be my gal
my love grows strong
and it's for u
cuz baby ur love is my energy
u're the one
the one i need
it seems like i'm losin my mind
but when u're close to me
i feel so fine
so gal pls take my hand
i wanna share my world with u

gal

u had got me
so much tat i wanna fall in love again
u got me thru my sadness
helped me when i falled
accompanied when i'm down
it's the way my heart goes
i wanna hold u tight
out of control
gal.u noe
i ain't somebody
but u cared nontheless
and u're there for me
i'm real glad u understand
the problems of mine
i'm glad u'll wait
i could nvr tot u would
u walked right into my heart
touched me so gently
u healed the broken heart
u mend the shattered dreams
u're the one and only

seventeen

seventeen
u're only still seventeen
but u had so much more to worry bout
u had gone thru so much
u deserve a rest
but u noe they wun let u haf it
u deserve better
u nvr had someone by ur side
to support u
to hold u
when u're fallin down
everythin goin against ur way
but u juz kept believin
makin ur own destiny

back in

mixed emotions as i looked into ur eyes
those eyes of urs
tat used to looked back at me so gently
as i recalled back the old days
the feelins of yesterday
those mesmerizin eyes
the captivatin eye sight
all the irresistable charm of urs
got me all so into u
and all i could ever think of u
u made me wanna fall in love again
when u appeared out of nowhere
before my eyes with a smile on ur face
and i fell right back in
simply irresistable

no difference

let the stars and moon keep me company
as they share my emptiness
tat's wad they are to me
they haf my loneliness
dun ever take them away from me
they are my every
tat's wad they are
wash me clean
as they take away my sanity
it's over
but it dun seem too different
and perfect isn't really perfect

ur thoughtless words still goin in my head
breakin my heart apart
turnin into pieces
as the fragments pierced thru
a pain tat's undescribable
hurtin from so deep within
and i juz dun haf the strength to go on
i'm so weak
could only shrugged things off with a laugh
and pretend to smile
as u turned and walked away
as ur back slowly fades from sight
still i could only watch
the day u went away

my nightmares

all my nightmares
they were once beautiful dreams too
all my broken dreams
they were once juz for u
can everythin be slowly taken away
and stop my nvr endin tears
i was once in too deep
i was too dependent on ur love tat nvr came
and when u took everythin away
i finally woke up to reality
lovin u was but a dream
perhaps the more deeply i love u
the more pain u'll haf
maybe it's time i let go
as ur back slowly disappears from sight
and i wonder how long it'll take
for me to totally let u go
every time my phone starts to ring
my heart starts to beat fast
wonderin if it could ever be u
it ended with heart ache every time
and i'll be so down
to talk bout happiness
i'm not worthy
and i noe a happy endin does not exist
this i noe better than anyone else
hidin away from love
cuz i can't gif u happiness
and i can't gif u a tomorrow
i could only return u ur present

so tangible

he's at it again
he's feelin so down
brought up the things of his past
his memories are so real
it did not slowly fade
it stayed
the past of a happier time
yet now it's all so distant
can he really not go back to his old self
he asked himself
he believes it's a no
the doors been closed on him
and he does not haf the keys
he's left alone in front of the door
it's juz the way life is to him
unfair
all the worries he had to worry bout
all the things he had to go thru
all the sadness he've got
he's still standin thru all these shit
but he's not tat strong
he seems to lose the will to fight on
he's tired after all these yrs
a laid back attitude is wad he got
now he prefer things to come to him
take control over him
he will not fight it anymore
take wadever u wan from him
take everythin away from him
his empty soul
his broken home
his sad stories
his fuckin life
take them all away from him
he's been thru all so many nites
juz thinkin how things used to be and now
he wanna noe how things went all so wrong
he bowed his head in shame
his head in his hands
and he lays in his bed
wishin he died
the lowered head dare not look up anymore
there's nothin within his listless eyes
listless since all too long ago
so long a time he forgot
all so many yrs ago
left fendin for himself since tat time
the empty hse with no love
no warmth
he got so used to it
he feels strange around love
perhaps it's solitude to him
leadin a life not worth mentionin
and he feels tat he do not deserve their love
he feels he's not worthy of such a wonderful thing
he thinks he deserves to be alone
his happy endin broken all too long ago
there's no need to mend the pieces of his shattered dreams
the pieces haf all disappeared all too long ago
he can't find it anymore
his heart still beatin they say it's for a reason
but he can't seem to find the reason why
and he feels so stranded
his mind doesn't haf a soul
his emptiness down within the depths of his heart
it's always been there
as he sat under the moon light
he ponders bout the people tat comes and goes
hidin away from their shadows
all the people in his life
everyone seems to come and go
he wonders why it haf to be this way
if only one person could ever stay
stay forever and a day
stand by him
if only
if only
he dunno for sure how long more can he hold on
he dunno for sure when will he ever drop
as always like the defeated man
he holds his head down
as he walked along the streets
lookin down on his feet
his spirit seems too distracted
as though he's pre-ocupied with somethin
they sense there's somethin on his mind
but he nvr let anyone looked inside his mind
it's not as if they understand
there's juz too much sadness for them to take
there's oso not much for them to noe
juz some fuckin problems
who will wanna noe a broken man anyway
who will wanna noe wad's inside
they can't be bothered
they walk away from him
nvr gave a damn bout him
even the one he loved
it's a fact he nvr deny
somethin he nvr wished to fight
let them be
let them see
his life been upside down all the while
he's been like this since so long
he used to tried
he tried to be different
he tried to prove himself
to hell woth all these things
it was juz his wishful thinkin
he can't even take good care of himself
he's juz all so tired
he lives now a slacker
keeps believin in scrappin thru life
juz barely survivin
perhaps tat's the only thing he cares
how many times haf he done tat
juz for tat
how long more can he take before he finally breaks
it seems they're awaitin the day
he feels it wun be too long
it's somethin so tangible to him
he feels there's no runnin away

my star

a star only for me
the one which will only shine for me
dun need for others to love
special only to me
and i'll be the star for her
shine for her only
i noe it may be selfish
but all i ever wan is love
to them it's nothin
it can be my everythin
it's all tat i'll believe in
all i tat i wan
it can be all tat i need
it can be the centre of my world
forher i can be all the things tat i'll nvr be
somtimes i think i hear her callin out my name
sometimes i wonder maybe i'm to blame
it's been 4mths now
and lots of things haf changed
but i keep thinkin bout her
i keep turnin to tat page

i'll come to u

sometimes i think i hear her
callin out my name
sometimes i wonder
maybe i'm to blame i
t's been 4mths now
and lots of things haf changed
but i keep thinkin bout her
i keep turnin to tat page

and when u haf no light to guide u
and no one to walk beside u
i'll come to u
when the nite is dark and stormy
u wun haf to reach out for me
i'll come to u
and when ur tears is fallin
i'll hear ur spirit callin
and i'll be there come wad may
cuz even if we can't be together
i hope we'll be frens now and forver
and i swear i'll be there come wad may

foolish games

u said i've always been crazy
takin off my shirt
standin in the rain
always so mysterious
listless eyes with careless hair
with ever smilin face
fashionably sensitive
always lookin tat cool
and there i was beside u
with nothin to say
except for some comments
well i've always felt i was outside
lookin in on ur world
and in case u failed to see
in case u failed to notice
this is me down on my knees
this is my heart breakin before u
this is my heart bleedin in front of u
and these foolish games u play
are tearin me apart
and ur thoughtless words are breakin my heart
guess i've mistaken u for somebody else
somebody who gives a damn
somebody

unmistakable

and i noe there's no need to say more
the loneliness tat belongs to me
i like it
when u're by my side
and i'm a nobody
juz tat someone's someone
but would u rather
i'm still me
u saw right thru the mask on me
and saw wad was really hidden inside
i like it
i love u
there's an unmistakable feelin bout it
and i tot if i stopped believin in love
and i tot if i could use loneliness to numb myself
and i tot all these will make me forget
yet i can't seem to do so
still havin the undeniable feelins for u
so deep within my heart
and i noe i deserve it
waitin for my endin all alone
and nobody can take me away
only u can

how can i let them noe

the nightmare of a dream tat woke me up
i noe it's so real
it's the beginnin of mine
the start of my shattered dreams
pieces tat pierced thru my heart
hurtin me all so deep
a pain tat i could nvr forget
leavin me all so hurt
wounds so deep
they could not heal
and my life been thru so much
but still standin strong
thru the cold and wind and rain
i feel everythin's beyond me
no matter how hard i tried
i still had to be tat faraway
totally outta my control
things tat's not wihtin my hands
the undescribable feelin within me for so long
like the pieces of my broken heart
broken further into pieces
totally shattered my world
the pain tat seared across
the tears tat flowed uncontrollably
the feelins tat engulfed me
i noe it i wanna fight it
i tried hard to resist it
the happenins like the state of denial
a make believe tat i'm not
i nvr could
nvr was
all the feelins tat added up
and when words could not express myself
i could only sit and cry
there's nothin left within
dreamin of a dream
hopin it
all my thoughts and the things caught in my mind
i'm holdin back
how can i ever let them noe
my angst
the struggles i made
the endless dreams tat haunt me
the unfulfilled promises

the wind blows across my face
tears flow down my face
how do i forget all the dreams i had in the past
all alone out in the streets
i am lonely
but i noe i can't cry
perhaps if i look back
i'll be even sadder
as i looked into the mirror
i saw the sadness within my eyes

the eyes were red after cryin
tears which fell out of it
broke into a million pieces
like the fallen dreams of mine
the dreams tat fell from grace
brought down as fast as it was up
time was so short
it nvr shone
helpless in everyway

juz for u

dunno wad i'm livin for
dunno wad i'm holdin onto
wad if i'm not as strong as u think
will u pick me up hold me when i fall
wad if i'm not as perfect as u think
will u still love me
hold me when i fail
will u love me for wad i really am
or will u leave and go
will u hate me for wad i am
or will u not
will u share my dreams together
or will u haf ur own
is my dreams urs and urs mine
will u hold me tight
and nvr let go
will u be there for me
will u be there with me
will u wait for me
will u comfort me when i'm down
will be be there when i'm hurt
i noe it's too much to ask
but i'll gladly do tat for u

tat's juz me

nvr fall in love with a guy like me
i'll onli gif u unhappiness
the onli thing tat i'm certain
i can't make any promises
i can't gif u anything
i'm a gd for nothin
the scum of society
tat's wad i am
i threw my life away all too long ago
it's too late now
there's no turnin back
no more.no more
look at the pieces of my broken life
my love hate angst
all of them my pride
and i'll carry on
the onli way left to go
the onli door left open
no other choice
isn't it
nothin is true
not even me
how ridiculous
i dun even believe myself
pathetic i am
but tat's me
juz me