neglected.forgotten

holdin on desperately onto the pieces of my life
tryin hard to hold them together
tryin to make some sense outta this
others noe u better than i do
u spend more time with others than with me
i'm neglected here
forgotten in the dark corner
or was i even on ur mind
onli when i dun bother to care
then will u find me important
why muz u be like this

till then i realised
i knew so little bout u
lots of things i nvr noe
i onli met u then
even now i still dunno
wadever it is
all so little
i nvr was in ur world
i'm insignificant to u
all the while
all along
u do not notice if i'm not here
u do not miss me if i'm not around
i guess i still wander alone
wadever it is
i shut myself out to the world
oblivious to anythin else
i closed my heart
the disappointment of expectation
dropped to the ground
sympathy so pathetic
u dunno the meanin of being lonely
u dunno the feelin of being neglected
drowned myself out
u'll still nvr noe

i'm shallow
my feelins so shallow
my life so hollow
and i noe
i can nvr be part of ur life
and u'll nvr gif up anythin for me
even though u say u would
so why am i thinkin so much
askin u to gif up anythin
simply too much to ask for
all i wan is a star tat shine onli for me
i'm selfish i noe
but who ain't
love is all i ever wan
is tat too much to ask
i guess it will nvr be
such things juz ain't to be
hope tat brings onli disappointment
tired of talkin
i've given up hope
totally without any
i dun wish to speak anymore
for u dun wanna hear any of this
i washed my hands clean off this shit
dun bother me bout such stuff
i nvr wish to be embroiled
it makes no sense
dun come complainin to me anymore
i dun wish to care
so little time
so much to do
yet u rather spend time with others than with me
u said goodbye too many times before
u changed so much
or maybe i nvr knew u at all

i've lost my place

the dawn is onli hrs away
the place still filled with darkness
i'm lyin on my bed
devoured by the loneliness at nite
the onli color in my life
nth much in my head
juz the same old stuborness
refusin to close my eyes
but even the best fall down sometimes
and when the stars refuse to shine
my world juz collides with emptiness
and when time stops here
i've lost my place
i'm far behind
and all the doubts tat fill my mind
i somehow find i'm still feelin blue

maybe words can't express my feelins anymore
my nightmares all seem comin true
there's no control
emotions juz flow
distort the truth of reality
livin in lies
it's all my fault
i dun haf a thing
except for a dream
no one can take my tml away

juz me

all of a sudden feelin so empty
everyone seems to disappear without a trace
and i dunno why
the loneliness so allurin
and i grown to like the nite
the beauty of darkness
it nvr fails to impress me
and the rhythm of the nite
became the feelin of my life
the heartbeat of mine
all so audible in the silence of the nite
right in the middle of the city
i juz can't fight life
and i juz can't win
i nvr wanna compete with anyone
never wish to
so wad if i win
so wad if i lose
are u happy? i dun wanna be someone tat i'm not
do wad i dun wanna do
pretend to be wad i'm supposed to be
i juz wanna be me

techno songs

crazy baby
will u be my private fantasy
and gimme love
cuz ur love is my energy
when u show me colors of the nite
i'll feel blue no more
and when i'm hungry for ur love
will u take me tonight
and be my lover
for tonight is the night
cuz when we come together
i'll be like flyin high
bcuz the nite belongs to us tonight
and i need a lover tonite
and i noe u're the one for me
so when u free me with ur words of love
i feel tat love is the message
cuz when i fall in love
i can't stop ravin
and i nvr wanna runaway
i noe cuz when i look into ur eyes
i feel like i'm in heaven
as my heart beats like a drum
i can see the stars in the nite
and listen to the rain
too much is nvr enuff
there'll be a star for u and me

beauty or beast

appreciatin the simple things
admirin their simplicity in beauty
the free flowin of water
the flyin freedom of the bird
feelin the breeze of the wind
across my skin
flowers out in full bloom
the beauty broken by intrusion
the perfect silence shattered by senseless noise
watchin them goin bout
so happily in their lifes
laughter tat flies thru the air
i wonder if this could be life
is my dreams too wild
or muz i face up to reality
i closed my eyes to shut off the noise
to enjoy the moment
and yet again
the moment broken
imperfect
on the verge of tears
touched by beauty or shattered dreams

my trail

hidin away my sadness
closed my eyes
still thinkin bout lots of things
under the moonlight
still lookin for tat star
my complicated feelins
will anyone understand
if leavin will stop all the pain
i'll drop everythin
and leave at once
walkin along the road
listenin to my techno
and with a smile
down the street
as i slowly close my eyes
goin out in style
not before makin a mess
i ain't good lookin
and i'm no one's child
i'll still walk on alone
the trail of tears
it could not be mine
tears of mine haf dried up
except for tat one drop in my heart which will nvr go
watchin a million cars go by
seein the busy people play
all under the early mornin sun
and till the nite falls
watchin the bright neon lights
tat light so bright in the night tonight
i felt tat everythin could juz flow

somebody tell me why

how many special people change?
how many will still remain the same?
slowly walkin down the street
faster than a cannonball
maybe u will find me
caught up in my own thoughts
along the streets
wanderin bout alone
and as the nite falls
the busy people runs
in their pursuit
they follow their shadows around blindly
chasin after it
and they hide away in the shade of their shadows
always hidin away
i'm standin in the middle of the hustle
deep among the crowd
and i look up into the empty sky
i started to ask why
tell me why
cuz i nvr wanna say goodbye
somebody tell me why
cuz i feel tat there is someone out there
someone who noes me deep inside

i'm proud of me

i'm a wild child
nobody's child
no one cares bout me
no one bothers bout me
goin wherever i wan
livin by the streets
playin against the rules
lyin bout in the middle of the nite
nothin in the world bothers me
without a trace of worries
nothin in the world could make me stay
not much things matter to me
lots of things makes no difference
i'm a wild child
and i'm proud of it
i got nth to prove to u all

so many things to do
so many promises to fulfill
so many dreams to make come true
and i wish on the star
i promise to make it all thru
no matter wad's ahead
i'm still free and easy
i'm juz me
keep on believin
yes i do
as long as i'm still myself
i can fight on
as long as i haf the courage to challenge fate
all my dreams will be
unable to compromise
forever not
i wanna be myself
dun ever wanna change abit
love me for wad i am
take me as wad i am
and if u ever wanna come along
i'm happy to haf u by my side
to hug me when i needed warmth
to hold me when i needed comfort
jzu stay by my side
and i'll do all i could
to make u always happy
feel my dreams
u and me
to hold together in our world

it's u

gal u helped me thru
i ain't somebody
but u loved me nontheless
and when my days dun seem perfect
u're there
when my world collides
u're still there
when i 'm all alone
always there
u made me feel lonely no more
u cared
u made me feel
u made me wanna fall in love again
no matter wad u are
i can't thk u enuff
i dunno wad to say
it's juz the way u made me feel
the feelin's good
to noe tat someone care
and it's u

i believe in it

somewhere deep inside of me
i'll find the joy i used to haf
the place tat i wanna be
always been alone this life
been searchin for a place called home
been thru sadness too many times
i noe my heart's cold
but i noe it can nvr be too late
someday i'll be everythin
will be complete
all the happiness in the world
and i believe in it

i headed away

lookin at the stories of others
their love seems so good
though sad sometimes
seeing him so happily in love
i was reminded of a happier time
why muz good things be so short
leavin behind onli the memories
why muz problems appear
so sad he was
i was so sorry for him
he had to go thru the same thing i did
he tried hard to forget
but he was in too deep
too deep to help himself out

love such a sweet thing
yet leavin a bitter aftertaste
u noe when it's gone
i wonder wad i'll do if i was in his shoes

their love story quite a tragedy
juz like mine
it reminds me
watchin the beloved into the arms of another man
thinkin of the past
i wanna put it all behind

i headed away
away from the place u were
my mind still filled with our memories
i tried to go faster
still i can't shake off the sadness tat follows

love me gal until the end

in a world so cold
it's ur hand i wanna hold
till we both grow old
like the fairytales we were told
forever together in our world

into my world
baby hand in hand
love me gal
until the end
and all i wan
is for u to be my gal
my love grows strong
and it's for u
cuz baby ur love is my energy
u're the one
the one i need
it seems like i'm losin my mind
but when u're close to me
i feel so fine
so gal pls take my hand
i wanna share my world with u

gal

u had got me
so much tat i wanna fall in love again
u got me thru my sadness
helped me when i falled
accompanied when i'm down
it's the way my heart goes
i wanna hold u tight
out of control
gal.u noe
i ain't somebody
but u cared nontheless
and u're there for me
i'm real glad u understand
the problems of mine
i'm glad u'll wait
i could nvr tot u would
u walked right into my heart
touched me so gently
u healed the broken heart
u mend the shattered dreams
u're the one and only

seventeen

seventeen
u're only still seventeen
but u had so much more to worry bout
u had gone thru so much
u deserve a rest
but u noe they wun let u haf it
u deserve better
u nvr had someone by ur side
to support u
to hold u
when u're fallin down
everythin goin against ur way
but u juz kept believin
makin ur own destiny

back in

mixed emotions as i looked into ur eyes
those eyes of urs
tat used to looked back at me so gently
as i recalled back the old days
the feelins of yesterday
those mesmerizin eyes
the captivatin eye sight
all the irresistable charm of urs
got me all so into u
and all i could ever think of u
u made me wanna fall in love again
when u appeared out of nowhere
before my eyes with a smile on ur face
and i fell right back in
simply irresistable

no difference

let the stars and moon keep me company
as they share my emptiness
tat's wad they are to me
they haf my loneliness
dun ever take them away from me
they are my every
tat's wad they are
wash me clean
as they take away my sanity
it's over
but it dun seem too different
and perfect isn't really perfect

ur thoughtless words still goin in my head
breakin my heart apart
turnin into pieces
as the fragments pierced thru
a pain tat's undescribable
hurtin from so deep within
and i juz dun haf the strength to go on
i'm so weak
could only shrugged things off with a laugh
and pretend to smile
as u turned and walked away
as ur back slowly fades from sight
still i could only watch
the day u went away

my nightmares

all my nightmares
they were once beautiful dreams too
all my broken dreams
they were once juz for u
can everythin be slowly taken away
and stop my nvr endin tears
i was once in too deep
i was too dependent on ur love tat nvr came
and when u took everythin away
i finally woke up to reality
lovin u was but a dream
perhaps the more deeply i love u
the more pain u'll haf
maybe it's time i let go
as ur back slowly disappears from sight
and i wonder how long it'll take
for me to totally let u go
every time my phone starts to ring
my heart starts to beat fast
wonderin if it could ever be u
it ended with heart ache every time
and i'll be so down
to talk bout happiness
i'm not worthy
and i noe a happy endin does not exist
this i noe better than anyone else
hidin away from love
cuz i can't gif u happiness
and i can't gif u a tomorrow
i could only return u ur present

so tangible

he's at it again
he's feelin so down
brought up the things of his past
his memories are so real
it did not slowly fade
it stayed
the past of a happier time
yet now it's all so distant
can he really not go back to his old self
he asked himself
he believes it's a no
the doors been closed on him
and he does not haf the keys
he's left alone in front of the door
it's juz the way life is to him
unfair
all the worries he had to worry bout
all the things he had to go thru
all the sadness he've got
he's still standin thru all these shit
but he's not tat strong
he seems to lose the will to fight on
he's tired after all these yrs
a laid back attitude is wad he got
now he prefer things to come to him
take control over him
he will not fight it anymore
take wadever u wan from him
take everythin away from him
his empty soul
his broken home
his sad stories
his fuckin life
take them all away from him
he's been thru all so many nites
juz thinkin how things used to be and now
he wanna noe how things went all so wrong
he bowed his head in shame
his head in his hands
and he lays in his bed
wishin he died
the lowered head dare not look up anymore
there's nothin within his listless eyes
listless since all too long ago
so long a time he forgot
all so many yrs ago
left fendin for himself since tat time
the empty hse with no love
no warmth
he got so used to it
he feels strange around love
perhaps it's solitude to him
leadin a life not worth mentionin
and he feels tat he do not deserve their love
he feels he's not worthy of such a wonderful thing
he thinks he deserves to be alone
his happy endin broken all too long ago
there's no need to mend the pieces of his shattered dreams
the pieces haf all disappeared all too long ago
he can't find it anymore
his heart still beatin they say it's for a reason
but he can't seem to find the reason why
and he feels so stranded
his mind doesn't haf a soul
his emptiness down within the depths of his heart
it's always been there
as he sat under the moon light
he ponders bout the people tat comes and goes
hidin away from their shadows
all the people in his life
everyone seems to come and go
he wonders why it haf to be this way
if only one person could ever stay
stay forever and a day
stand by him
if only
if only
he dunno for sure how long more can he hold on
he dunno for sure when will he ever drop
as always like the defeated man
he holds his head down
as he walked along the streets
lookin down on his feet
his spirit seems too distracted
as though he's pre-ocupied with somethin
they sense there's somethin on his mind
but he nvr let anyone looked inside his mind
it's not as if they understand
there's juz too much sadness for them to take
there's oso not much for them to noe
juz some fuckin problems
who will wanna noe a broken man anyway
who will wanna noe wad's inside
they can't be bothered
they walk away from him
nvr gave a damn bout him
even the one he loved
it's a fact he nvr deny
somethin he nvr wished to fight
let them be
let them see
his life been upside down all the while
he's been like this since so long
he used to tried
he tried to be different
he tried to prove himself
to hell woth all these things
it was juz his wishful thinkin
he can't even take good care of himself
he's juz all so tired
he lives now a slacker
keeps believin in scrappin thru life
juz barely survivin
perhaps tat's the only thing he cares
how many times haf he done tat
juz for tat
how long more can he take before he finally breaks
it seems they're awaitin the day
he feels it wun be too long
it's somethin so tangible to him
he feels there's no runnin away

my star

a star only for me
the one which will only shine for me
dun need for others to love
special only to me
and i'll be the star for her
shine for her only
i noe it may be selfish
but all i ever wan is love
to them it's nothin
it can be my everythin
it's all tat i'll believe in
all i tat i wan
it can be all tat i need
it can be the centre of my world
forher i can be all the things tat i'll nvr be
somtimes i think i hear her callin out my name
sometimes i wonder maybe i'm to blame
it's been 4mths now
and lots of things haf changed
but i keep thinkin bout her
i keep turnin to tat page

i'll come to u

sometimes i think i hear her
callin out my name
sometimes i wonder
maybe i'm to blame i
t's been 4mths now
and lots of things haf changed
but i keep thinkin bout her
i keep turnin to tat page

and when u haf no light to guide u
and no one to walk beside u
i'll come to u
when the nite is dark and stormy
u wun haf to reach out for me
i'll come to u
and when ur tears is fallin
i'll hear ur spirit callin
and i'll be there come wad may
cuz even if we can't be together
i hope we'll be frens now and forver
and i swear i'll be there come wad may

foolish games

u said i've always been crazy
takin off my shirt
standin in the rain
always so mysterious
listless eyes with careless hair
with ever smilin face
fashionably sensitive
always lookin tat cool
and there i was beside u
with nothin to say
except for some comments
well i've always felt i was outside
lookin in on ur world
and in case u failed to see
in case u failed to notice
this is me down on my knees
this is my heart breakin before u
this is my heart bleedin in front of u
and these foolish games u play
are tearin me apart
and ur thoughtless words are breakin my heart
guess i've mistaken u for somebody else
somebody who gives a damn
somebody

unmistakable

and i noe there's no need to say more
the loneliness tat belongs to me
i like it
when u're by my side
and i'm a nobody
juz tat someone's someone
but would u rather
i'm still me
u saw right thru the mask on me
and saw wad was really hidden inside
i like it
i love u
there's an unmistakable feelin bout it
and i tot if i stopped believin in love
and i tot if i could use loneliness to numb myself
and i tot all these will make me forget
yet i can't seem to do so
still havin the undeniable feelins for u
so deep within my heart
and i noe i deserve it
waitin for my endin all alone
and nobody can take me away
only u can

how can i let them noe

the nightmare of a dream tat woke me up
i noe it's so real
it's the beginnin of mine
the start of my shattered dreams
pieces tat pierced thru my heart
hurtin me all so deep
a pain tat i could nvr forget
leavin me all so hurt
wounds so deep
they could not heal
and my life been thru so much
but still standin strong
thru the cold and wind and rain
i feel everythin's beyond me
no matter how hard i tried
i still had to be tat faraway
totally outta my control
things tat's not wihtin my hands
the undescribable feelin within me for so long
like the pieces of my broken heart
broken further into pieces
totally shattered my world
the pain tat seared across
the tears tat flowed uncontrollably
the feelins tat engulfed me
i noe it i wanna fight it
i tried hard to resist it
the happenins like the state of denial
a make believe tat i'm not
i nvr could
nvr was
all the feelins tat added up
and when words could not express myself
i could only sit and cry
there's nothin left within
dreamin of a dream
hopin it
all my thoughts and the things caught in my mind
i'm holdin back
how can i ever let them noe
my angst
the struggles i made
the endless dreams tat haunt me
the unfulfilled promises

the wind blows across my face
tears flow down my face
how do i forget all the dreams i had in the past
all alone out in the streets
i am lonely
but i noe i can't cry
perhaps if i look back
i'll be even sadder
as i looked into the mirror
i saw the sadness within my eyes

the eyes were red after cryin
tears which fell out of it
broke into a million pieces
like the fallen dreams of mine
the dreams tat fell from grace
brought down as fast as it was up
time was so short
it nvr shone
helpless in everyway

juz for u

dunno wad i'm livin for
dunno wad i'm holdin onto
wad if i'm not as strong as u think
will u pick me up hold me when i fall
wad if i'm not as perfect as u think
will u still love me
hold me when i fail
will u love me for wad i really am
or will u leave and go
will u hate me for wad i am
or will u not
will u share my dreams together
or will u haf ur own
is my dreams urs and urs mine
will u hold me tight
and nvr let go
will u be there for me
will u be there with me
will u wait for me
will u comfort me when i'm down
will be be there when i'm hurt
i noe it's too much to ask
but i'll gladly do tat for u

tat's juz me

nvr fall in love with a guy like me
i'll onli gif u unhappiness
the onli thing tat i'm certain
i can't make any promises
i can't gif u anything
i'm a gd for nothin
the scum of society
tat's wad i am
i threw my life away all too long ago
it's too late now
there's no turnin back
no more.no more
look at the pieces of my broken life
my love hate angst
all of them my pride
and i'll carry on
the onli way left to go
the onli door left open
no other choice
isn't it
nothin is true
not even me
how ridiculous
i dun even believe myself
pathetic i am
but tat's me
juz me

me life

the cold walls
the cold floor
the closed windows
the drawn curtains
an empty room
a messy one
a pen
a piece of paper
a hi-fi
a broken com
a cold bed
the blowin fan
clothes behind the closed cupboard doors
a small tv
a lonely person
a sad one
writin his feelins on a piece of paper

ur fav purple

there was a time i tot i would nvr smile again
and then u came along
u made me fall in love
and i could nvr had enuff
and i'll nvr let u go
i'm callin out ur name
when i'm all alone
when u're around
everythin seems so natural
only when u're not here
do i noe ur charm.
the heart is bleedin
but u can't see it's blood
it's nth but some loneliness and sadness
depressed the only word to describe me
juz let it be
perhaps i'll be better some time
later holdin out for a love tat nvr was
somethin tat nvr shld haf happened
guess i'm not worthy of someone so good like u
who am i i asked myself
i asked once i asked twice
the ans. nobody
u deserve someone better
u got looks
u got wits
u got charm
u're juz so perfect
go live ur life at the top
it's where u belong
and i'll be at the sides watchin
listenin.if u ever wanna speak
holdin out for a gal so good
tat can only be u
u gave me no reasons to gif things up
gimme a chance to hold ur hand
a chance to hold u close
and i'll be true
and i'll belong to u
if u juz let me do

my will

I wake from my sleep and face the day
and I have to hope to reach you someday
I cannot go on take other steps
cause my way's not easy to go
even I do really wanna see you
I need to take my time
Spend some days alone
being be myself will be all I do
If does exist an everlasting love in which I could believe
I got hurt
because I was very awkward
Know it but I don't want no losing.no!
Thinkin of you made me cry
So my eyes
they were filled with tears
And all I've got is my will to be with you again.someday

i say

i dun believe tat anybody
will feel the way i do about u now
there are many things tat i...
would like to say to u
but i dunno how
and u're always not around
i say baby
i love u
i miss u every nite
and everytime believe in you
so baby pls be mine
i'll love u more and more each day

defiant juvenile

defiant the way i am
juvenile delinquent i am one
wrong the way i'll always be percieved
but i dun think i'm bad
i am the way i am
who are u to judge me?
take a good look at me
u do not even noe me
yet u claim to be
the love,hate,pride and angst in me
u dun and nvr will understand
call me wadever u like
i am the way i am
i won't change for u
who are u anyway?
i am the ruler of my world
i fight my own battle
love me,hate me
i dun care
i am still myself...

abandon

feel so empty
as if the whole world is only left with me
i wanna cry out loud
only left me and my techno
the only thing tat i could hear
i'm still confused
am i the only one
i've got a feelin i'm not the only one
lettin my self off with wild abandon
forgivin myself one too many times
all shows my despair
i'm degradin myself
lettin myself waste away
against the sands of times
sugar.it makes my life complete
for u juz taste so sweet
not much left to say
my heart no longer in it
floatin aimlessly
lifelessly
misery in the air
i dun wanna taste any of it
my life full of nothin
false hopes and broken promises
i'll close my eyes
as my life goes out
can't even be bothered to hate u
for i ain't got the energy
wad more to say love u
my life like the stars
as it slowly goes out at dawn
till the night i shine again
i had to fall from grace

hurt

everynite it's the same
the feelins all too much for me to bear
i wanna go and shout it all out
i love u day and nite
i think of u
even a small little msg will do
yet u dun even care
am i realli tat insignificant to u
if it is
why even gif me false hope in the 1st place
u were the one tat made in believed in love again
now u're the one who's gonna break it up
wad am i supposed to do
if u realli dun like it
why can't u be more direct
wad is it tat's stoppin u
so i guess it's the end
is it
for the last time
let me love u all tat i ever can
this is the last anyway
i'll be all tat u ever wan
before slowly fadin away from life
cuz i'm tired from all this waitin
i'm sick of all the games u play
i'm tired of all the days
when u can't even bother
so i'm gonna be faraway
cuz i dun wan the old days
lyin in my bed feelin empty
for u're not here
i start to think bout all the things tat weren't so clear
in my head.in my head
i can hear
i hope u're here
i'm lookin for some comfort
to mend my broken heart
the broken pieces
tat pierced thru me
hurt me so deeply
leavin me all so hurt

me life

the coldness of the room
the emptiness within
complete with loneliness
tat is my home
gripped with insecurity
i dun wish to stay
everythin so empty
makes me all so cold
i wanna runaway
wanna break free
but where am i supposed to go
where am i to hide
when will i ever goin to
when will i ever do
there's onli loneliness here with me
they say u'll nvr walk alone
but no one here to hold my hand


hold me tight
hold me real tight
pull me close
pull me real close
love me deep
love me real deep
set me free
set me real free
kiss me good
kiss me real good
touch me soft
touch me real soft
comfort me well
comfort me real well

i tot i could stay.but...

to start it off i oso dunno
u came into my life when i least expected it
and to think of it it was onli 3 mths ago
we were total strangers
now u've become the one
the most impt person in my life
so now u're the gal for me
for everytime i see
u my face lit up with a smile
u're the one u put the smile back into my life
u're really wonderful
simply irresistable
how it all happened in 3 mths
i still can't understand
such a short time
yet so incredible
and how time flies
now we're goin seperate ways
u've become all so busy now
there's no time for us
u and me all of a sudden so distant
i'm now hatin myself
i noe there's no one to blame but me
no time for me anymore
i hope u're happy
u're still ur old self busy.
as usual u're still all so popular
always surrounded by frens
i'm still my old self too
alone as always
i'm still myself.SUXS
i was hopin u would ask me stay
cuz leavin is onli cuz i wanna stay

so long

why do all these feelins onli come at nite?
why do all these dreams onli appear at nite?
why does it comes when i'm all alone
all out and down
guess u juz wanna be frens
i'm lettin go from today onwards
the rain shall take over me cryin
the rain been pourin since 2 days ago
so long gal
u're now all so busy
u're in a place somwhere tat seems so faraway
somewhere tat i can't seem to reach
used to wanna do all the things with u
hold u tight in my arms
be at peace within ur comfort
guess it no longer will be

send me an angel

can i act like an angel if i live like a jerk?
can i keep on disguising?
can i make believe tat i dun decieve?
no.i can't
i act like a winner
i behave like a sinner
i dunno wad to do
when i'm down and out
will i fail to see what i used to be?
somtimes i feel like i dun haf a fren
sometimes i feel like i'm all out alone
but i've got my techno
she's my companion
lonely as i am
tgt we cry
this world tat i live in
the city of sadness
send me an angel
if i'm still alive

lovin u.lovin me

i'm fallin even more in love with u
lettin go of all i held onto
lettin go of everythin i noe
hangin by a moment here to be with u

i dunno wad i'm divin into
juz wanna stay here with u
cuz if i let u go
i will nvr noe
wad it will be

lovin u.lovin me
will u remember me
since tat day i set my eyes on u
everythin became all so wonderful